slow week
so i need a job really bad. yesterday laura drove me around The Reserve shopping center by my house and i went to about 10 stores, 2 of which gave me an application. but they even said there would be no point in filling it out because they are all full at the moment. complete BS if you ask me. i could babysit, but only as a last resort. whatever, i'm leaving for boston in a month and when i get back i'll have my license and a car. so i'll just get a job then.
i have my senior pictures on thursday! weird as fuuuckkk. i still can't get over the fact i only have one more year of high school left and then i'm off to college. my future. my LIFE.
dan left for orlando today for orientation. he comes back thursday but still. idk what i'm gonna do when he actually leaves for good. i feel like he's my source of fun on the weekends. whenever i'm with my other friends i feel like i can just call him and he'll know what's going on, or just a place to hang out. fuck, i might have to be independant and shit. me and logan don't wannaaa :[
jumping from thought to thought, i can't wait for my birthday. finally getting a sidekick. teheheh i'm so cliche. but idon'tcare, i've wanted one for forever. so now i can just spend more time with my head buried in a little screen texting till my fingers fall off.
oh and when dan comes home on thursday, we're going to Petsmart and he's buying me a little white mouse and i will name it princess. because we can <3