it's been a long while since I updated this. Since then I've traveled from the east coast to the west coast and back to utah again. I find myself asking the same questions over and over again, still looking for answers that most likely dont exist. why is this so hard? everytime I think I've made progress I just drop back six steps and realize I'm ( Read more... )

Now I'm not trying to complain, I'm more seeking help or advice. It seems I only update when I'm in need of assistance, but you never need advice when everything is good, right? So what do you tell your mom to do when she's always ranting about how nobody does anything around here and how helpless they all are? When they're always fighting, joking ( Read more... )

every day that I wake up, I feel as if I hit a new low. As the day goes on, I alternate between nothing and a trainwreck. It seems as though everywhere I turn there is turmoil. I hardly sleep because of my jobs, my parents are always fighting, kyle and ashley are always fighting, my friends are distant in the literal and the figurative sense, not ( Read more... )

pretty much, i just work and party nowadays and i am definitely enjoying myself. it does suck living wicked far away from all my friends though, so im triying to make friends on the cape, but i'm working on it. and i miss all my bros and hos in the west. I'm going to utah in december, i have to, i miss my family too freakin much ( Read more... )

my dogs are barking. they seem to perceive the world as threatening and predatorial, but i'm trying to teach them otherwise. So far, Molly is still scared of basketballs and the ocean, and Reno doesnt even know how to sit or lie down ( Read more... )

Being down the cape is not exactly as fun as I expected, but it's alright I guess. No one wants to give me a job, but I'm working on that. The dreads don't exactly help, but whateva. I think I'm stuck, I gotta get up and out.

it has been brought to my attention that I haven't updated this thing in six weeks, and that's just too damn long ( Read more... )

I hope you all celebrated well on friday.

here:

( A view from the desert )

So it's monday, april sixteenth and I couldn't be happier about it.

Every one and your mom, go on youtube and watch unforgivable if you haven't already, cuz its the funniest thing ever!!

and for your viewing pleasure here are some ( pictures )

so for all of you who know ashley, my best friend here for the past year, and for all of you who know Kyle, my step brother, get this ( Read more... )