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pretty much, i just work and party nowadays and i am definitely enjoying myself. it does suck living wicked far away from all my friends though, so im triying to make friends on the cape, but i'm working on it. and i miss all my bros and hos in the west. I'm going to utah in december, i have to, i miss my family too freakin much.
I thought moving back here would put my heart at rest.
But it has only made it more divided and certainly more distressed.
My best friends are scattered across this whole continent;
from the east coast to the west coast,
from southern california to british columbia.
It's tough. But it's true.
I am however, truly grateful to be in New England for the autumn season, as it is most beautiful and I haven't had the good fortune to see the leaves change in nearly three years.
my clean streak's gone, 98 days, but gone. I'm going for 99 days this time.
I thought moving back here would put my heart at rest.
But it has only made it more divided and certainly more distressed.
My best friends are scattered across this whole continent;
from the east coast to the west coast,
from southern california to british columbia.
It's tough. But it's true.
I am however, truly grateful to be in New England for the autumn season, as it is most beautiful and I haven't had the good fortune to see the leaves change in nearly three years.
my clean streak's gone, 98 days, but gone. I'm going for 99 days this time.