I was reading entries in my old livejournal, and there was one about how I was concerned I wouldn't make softball this year.

Oh the irony. It kills, it kills.

Wow, I haven't updated in forever. I'm only updating because Ciera told me to add her as a friend on here, and I figured I may as well ( Read more... )

Oh summer. One more month.
Two more weeks until field hockey.

August is going to be very very busy.
But I'm ready for it.

Summer has not lived up to my expectations, or what I wanted out of it, so I'm going to try to make this last month count.

This past weekend was really fun-I wish every weekend was full of crazy punks and drunken nights.

I just spent two hours with Kate. Jesus, that girl is amazing ( Read more... )

I've thought about it alot, but I somehow can't wrap my head around the belief that God exists.


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I am sticky and my fingers smell like Simple Green.

Uck.

One more day. Actually, it's more like 1/2 a day, but I still have to pack, so it actually stretches out the day to be painfully long.

I am currently eating a very flavorless popsicle. It's essentially eating a gigantic stick of ice on a stick; I don't recommend it ( Read more... )

I need to write in this thing more often. I always go to write in it, and then get distracted and never do.

I've caught myself in moments lately, where I wonder what would happen if I, for example, took the rest of the bottle of pills, instead of just the one. Or, driving, what would happen if I drove through over the guard rail, and into the canyon ( Read more... )

I need to find out who I am.

That sounds cheesy, but really. I've been trying to find my place among my friends lately, and I've had to come to realize that I can't be like them-I am not loud, or witty, or bold. I am quiet,and I like to think, and reflect. I need to accept that I can't be what I'm not, and I need to find a way to be with my friends ( Read more... )

I don't think much of myself-but I know that I don't deserve to be ignored like that.
I am not a piece of ass.