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stephanniee
stephanniee
stephanniee
stephanniee

adddd ittt <3

as soon as everything seems to be amazing, it comes undone. it happens everytime i have something good going for me. every time. i'm getting sick of it. i wish i had something to hold onto, something that i know for sure wouldn't ever leave. i thought ronnie was that something, but when he passed away last summer i kind of gave up hope on finding ( Read more... )

everyone just come visit me. maybe my mom will get sick of everyone comming over and unground me.

i don't need fake friends. after a while it becomes evident who really cares about and who doesn't so you really shouldn't waste your time. i know sometimes things suck and i get in pissy moods.. but the truth is i've got everyone i need. my friends are some of the best people out there. you, i'm not so sure about.

List 10 things in a day that give you a moment of joy, and tag five of your friends...

1. andrea, sam and ally.
2. skating hadley, when people there don't suck.
3. mister hennessey.
4. driving.
5. laughing
6. being in boston.
7. seabrook.
8. new shoes.
9. saves the say.
10. food.
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tagging; coca__cola hey__romantica ohsnap_its_nell _kayleebean asphyxiation___ neverrising

ahh. fuck you. it's evident that i'm never going to get over this, or at least not anytime soon. and you know that.. so i don't know why you keep doing this to me. if you don;t care about me like you tell other people, don't call me or tell me you miss me or tell me how good things used to be. it would be so much easier for me if you'd stop calling ( Read more... )

these last few days have been wonderful. well obviously becasue laguna beach is back and i love it soso much. and i stayed atthe beach with brian.


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so talk about bad luck hahaha ( Read more... )

hahahahahsdaajds. if i pass summer school, my GPA is going to a whopping 1.9

i'm pretty much, the biggest dumbass ever.

i've been grounded for a week and i've gained 3 pounds,gross!#@$@!#%. so pretty much if i keep doing nothing and my parents ground me for the rest of the summer, i would gain around 15 pounds. i told my mom this so her and my father are out buying a tredmil hahahah ( Read more... )