soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hi everyone :)

It's been sooooo long haha.
Well, lets get this started.

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I just realized how special I am >.I finally understand what I want. I finally realize what a beautiful person I really am. I love everything about myself ( Read more... )

I really dont like watching kids. It makes me really sad to see how they are so evil sometimes. I just know that I am pretty positive I dont want kids.. I think ( Read more... )

Let me give you an update ( Read more... )

I feel like I am all alone..

That the whole world is against me.

I don't know who is real, and who isn't.

I don't know if I'm being lied to, or told the truth.

Sometimes I wish that I could read peoples minds.

I just want the truth.

no lies.... Period.

getting your heart broken, hurts really bad...

so pretty much i am really happy right now, my parents just came over to my house with hundreds of dollars worth of food! i <3 food!!!

im going to go eat >.

so i realize that i need to straighten up my priorities. manage my time better, decide what i want to do with my life. i do know one thing though, living on my own is hard. if I'm not at school, I'm at work and if I'm not at work, I'm sleeping, which has turned in to a whole 5 hours a night if i am lucky. There is actually one more thing i am sure ( Read more... )

Wow.. I'm so lost right now. I feel like i am floating in the past, and i miss it. I don't know what I am doing, I hate this. The cold crush of reality has just slapped me in the face, I feel so alone. I just wanted to let everyone know that I am coming to California on the 14th, I would really like to see as many people as I can while I am down ( Read more... )

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