hmmmmim in a good mood i get to see my baby bowl tomorrow yay! then were going to the park v-day was ok jeff got my a yellow rose aww but i didnt want anything but ohwell are 3month is saturday yay!!! well thats bout it not much else to say so bye byez

well hmmm lastnight i couldnt sleep had to uch on my mind way to much to even put in here but yea i get to see my baby today :) umm not much else to say ill write more later

ok im gonna say what im really thinking ( Read more... )

well once agian i feel as if my "friends" hate me im sorry i wanted to see jeff no actually im not sorry they make it seem as if i was using megan witch is bull shit because she said we would be going back to her house and i would be able to see him then she goes and changs everthing and i was kinda upset about that like umm ok wow thanks for ( Read more... )

things have been really good lately me and jeff are really good we had a little problem that only me and him know about but its all better nowso lets not even get into that i didnt like it but ummm yea i love him so much like i know i have pretty much droped my friends and it seems that way i know but its not that way ..... but anyways the other ( Read more... )

im kinda in a blah mood right now but its only cause jeff told me last night that his parents where fighting agian and his mom said once agina that they might be moving out of state and also i really dont like whne jeff is worryed about losing me cause thats not gonna happy i love him so much he means everything to me and he thinks seth comes ( Read more... )

he just keeps fucking messing with me he called me fat and keeps saying how he misses when i was little and shit and just keeps doing it he dosent know how much that shit hurts me but its not like he fucking cares well i was looking at the camera and we just got it back soo i was looking at it and it still had the videos with me keesha and megan ( Read more... )

im so sick of my house i have been "home" all day and my brother just kepted pissing me off i was at the point to where i was in tears but yea i was ready to kill him and if he wasnt locked in my dads room i would have killed him and im not gonna be able to see jeff till monday witch sucks really bad well i thats it

ummm lets see i have no clue today was ok i guess im tired i had PT today my legs hurt and my plams are brusied but w/e it was fun then after school i missed my bus cause it wasnt were the bored said it was so i went to see if jeff was still there but i couldnt find him so i went to the bus stop and he just happen to walk up so we decided to wait ( Read more... )

i feels so blank right now im in one of my moods where something is wrong but i have no clue what me and megan where outside earlyer and she said she was worried about me but to be honest im kinda starting to be worried about myself everything is biulding up inside me like my family just everything and i dont know what to do i know i have people to ( Read more... )