yet agian
well once agian i feel as if my "friends" hate me im sorry i wanted to see jeff no actually im not sorry they make it seem as if i was using megan witch is bull shit because she said we would be going back to her house and i would be able to see him then she goes and changs everthing and i was kinda upset about that like umm ok wow thanks for asking if i wanted to do that and then i was kinda in a blah mood and i was just hanging out with laurens sister and i was on the phone with jeff and lauren came in a nd put money on the bed and said "if you want to see jeff so bad then go" so i was like wow they really dont want me here im sorry if i want to spend time with jeff he makes me happy the only person that can make me feel better the only reason i keep talking to him on the phone yessterday was cause i love him and i felt left out at laurens when i left her house yesterday i was fucking crying but its not like the noticed or even cared i just find it so fucking funny how its all blamed on me but w/e i really dont care i would love for them to not hate me but every time somthing like this happens shit gose down hill but w/e i had fun last night it was just me and jeff we hung out at the stadium at school god i love him so much i really dont know what id do with out him he means the world to me well thats bout it yep and kristy i i love you <3