I've been letting myself go, and I hate myself for it. All I can see on my body is imperfections and fat.
I've been gaining (surprise surprise) weight. But my goal is to be at 55 kg by christmas. I have to take it slow so that my parents, teachers, friends etc. don't get worried. Fuck.
I'm so disappointed at MK, she's getting fat! I mean, good for ( Read more... )

Things to do instead of eating

Go out for a walk, run etc.
Call a friend; they don't want to hear you chew.
Make a scrapbook with thinspiration, quotes etc.
Paint. 
Read a book. 
Wax your legs.
Get a manicure and a pedicure.
Do your homeworks. 
Watch a movie. 
Go shopping. 
Write a novel, poems etc. 
Listen to music. 
Go to a friends house, were ( Read more... )

Name: Caroline
Age: 15
Location: Sweden
ED type: ED-NOS
Height: 171,5 cm
Cwt: 58 kg
Hwt: 70 kg
Lwt: 58 kg
Stgwt: 55 kg
Ltgwt: 50 kg
Fav. colours: Black and purple.
Fav. food: Sushi.
Fav. drink: Water and Diet Coke.
Fav. music: Opeth, Fiona Apple, LAM, The Beatles, Mortiis, Nirvana..
Fav. movie: Schindler's list and Interviw with a vampire.
Fav ( Read more... )