Fuck.

Nov 06, 2005 18:56

I've been letting myself go, and I hate myself for it. All I can see on my body is imperfections and fat.
I've been gaining (surprise surprise) weight. But my goal is to be at 55 kg by christmas. I have to take it slow so that my parents, teachers, friends etc. don't get worried. Fuck.
I'm so disappointed at MK, she's getting fat! I mean, good for ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 1 2005, 05:46:00 UTC
You need help honey.

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verna_gold December 3 2005, 20:08:28 UTC
Hi there!
I think you are so right about MK. I think it's a shame she's putting on weight. She looked so fabulous skinny,she was my number 1 thinspiration.
Hang on in there-i know how you feel. I feel like shit, i feel so fat and i'm DREADING Christmas when I'll have to sit down with the family and EAT.

P.S-I was really disappointed everyone was so mean to you when you asked where MK lived.

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543216 December 3 2005, 21:43:37 UTC
Yes, MK is out of the picture. Mayby we should get new thinspirations? Gemma Ward is nice. I really feel bad for you about christmas, and I'm really dreading it to.. Argh! I get so frustrated!

Aw, thank you, I needed that :)
xoxo

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x__hipbones December 25 2005, 11:01:27 UTC
You're disappointed in her for getting better when she was a skeleton?

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mytwohands January 23 2006, 07:45:13 UTC
wow.

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