k. so idk whats up with me and dustin. we are fine. perfect some ppl might say lol. but my jealousy thing isnt working for me. idk why im writing in this guess im bored. soooo yeah thinking about tabby...as usual..cant get her outta my head. i miss her so much and jus wish she were here so bad. idk what my problem is. we started drifting apart last ( Read more... )

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you ( Read more... )

10 Firsts ( Read more... )

hmmm...so *-i think me and dustin are pretty much done.-* nothings been said yet...but yeah its just a feeling. plus we want different things...like he wants a relationship....and yeah. it makes me sad...we're kinda "drifting" apart...but oh well. i love him alot...but im just not ready. i dont want it to end. idk. i just dont really care anymore. ( Read more... )

i miss her so much... i wish she were here. i love her and still cant believe shes gone. ill never forget her...it jus doesnt seem real. why..how..could anyone want to take her away. away from everyone who loves her and everyone who would've met her. she changed so many lives. ive been havin a hard time accepting her death. and i wanna help jerica ( Read more... )

woooh. this is great. im great. ur great. lets all jus be great...blahh

soooooo. havent updated really in a while. things arent goin so good i guess. i lost my credits again, but i guess mr hackette said either me or my mom can go in front of the school board and ask them or w/e to wave my attendance..absentes'. something like that. so yeah i hope i can get my credits back cuz im gonna start goin to school. i didnt go ( Read more... )

Just hear me out
If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes
I highly doubt
I can make it through another of your episodes
Lashing out
One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control
You wear me out
But it's all right now
Lets go home and get stoned
We could end up makin love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so ( Read more... )