bleh.

[4the2sacrament0]

i miss her so much... i wish she were here. i love her and still cant believe shes gone. ill never forget her...it jus doesnt seem real. why..how..could anyone want to take her away. away from everyone who loves her and everyone who would've met her. she changed so many lives. ive been havin a hard time accepting her death. and i wanna help jerica and her parents...but i jus dont knw how ill be able to deal with it. i knw they are goin thro so much more than i am. but Tabby... she was my best friend. and my sister. i love her so much. we fought alot and sometimes even said we hated each other...but i knw it wasnt true. i never hated her. i jus wish i couldve made her proud.
Tabby i will never forget you. theres no way i could. and i will always love u. lylas nmw.