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I fantasize about starting over, but then I'd have to think up another clever name. I am very high right now, and full of munchies. I feel regret. If I knew HTML, I'd redo this layout ( Read more... )

How sick in the head do you have to be to steal from homeless people!?! Clyde and I have nothing except this unweildy plastic sack. Our last ten dollars... You say your situation is desperate, but I fail to see how you are any worse off than us. Supported by the government, living in a house, eating food several times a day. I'm sure you can get ( Read more... )

Of those days. I slept like shit because it was so cold outside. The wind was blowing a gale. It's still the beginning of August and it's turning winter in Maine. Fought with Clyde over the sleeping bag all night. Rob woke us up at 6, then a spider scared him away. We slept in until noon then I had to fight C to come with me to the Salvation Army. ( Read more... )

Rob woke us up shortly after 6 am this morning. We hopped on two buses to get up to his girlfriend Vanessa's house. She wasn't there, she had gone to work. We watched movies and they slept while I read from 7 til 3pm. I started and finished Caroline Kettelwell's book "Skin Game" in one sitting. Plus I ate some of V's expensive vegetarian food. ( Read more... )

So, I might as well keep writing. I should start chronicling my ascent or descent into this world of adulthood. I am at the bottom of the hole I dug after I reached the bottom and someone through down a shovel. Wow. There are no more yesterdays. Only today. There is no future. Only one tomorrow. There are things that I feel like I need to ( Read more... )

So this may be the last time I update. On Tuesday I'm moving to Montana with Clyde. Then over the course of two months, we'll drive to South Carolina and on to other unknown destinations. Who knows when I'll have a stable house with an internet again. Anyway, Peace out Space_Ghetto. Nevar forget!!1!

On Friday night, I threw a party in a barn by some woods. Kaytee almost ruined my night when she took an extacsy pill and utterly failed to make it up to the spot under her own initiative. Perchance a friend of mine with a newly minted license showed up and we were able to drive to her dealer's house and throw her in the back seat. Finally, I was ( Read more... )

Please let me get to sleep tonight without crying.

I'm so afraid.

Every day I spend at home is another one of those days where there are too many minutes and not enough stuff to fill those minutes. I wish I could bank all the time I spend walking up and down the hall, then around the kitchen island and back the way I came. I want to save those minutes for a sleepless night, or a busy morning. I can't decide which ( Read more... )