Hey you all, I really have nothing to say...but feel like writing. So, here it goes. Went to the hospital again today w/ my mom to see dad. He seems to be doing better, so that is good! Been thinking a lot lately about life, and in particular where my life is going and what it's going to amount to when I get to where i'm going.... I mean, where ( Read more... )

Last night was great... I got to hang out w/ my best friends! We didn't do much, we were going to go bowling, but they didnt have open bowling that night, so we couldn't :(.... Oh well, it still was a fun night. We ended up baking a cake that a friend brought over...made some guys go get the icing. And when they got there I find out that one of ( Read more... )

Do things really happen for a reason? Sometimes I think so, but I really don't know. My dad took a fall the other day, and broke a few bones. Is still in the hospital and prolly will be for a while. And I've been going to the hospital each day w/ my mom to see him....but then, why would some people just go out, not even call me, and have fun. ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting here thinking about this past year and all that has happened. The year soon will be over. It's hard to believe. I'm finished w/ high school and a semester of college already. Where does the time go? I honestly have no clue, and it scares me to death! It's hard w/ time passing by so far and never having enough time to take the ( Read more... )

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Okay, so yes, it has been an awful long time since I've updated. I assume that no one I use to talk to is even reading this anymore. I told myself that once I went off to college that I wouldn't stop using this, but I guess that I did.... It saddens me to think that I have. It's the one thing I have to let my feelings out on since I don't write ( Read more... )

Wow, where do I begin? Well I started college, got moved in and settled in. Went really well actually, and I absolutely love it. I am having the time of my life. I have one of the best roomates ever, and i've made a ton of friends already. High school was great and dont get me wrong, there are still parts of high school that I still miss...but ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if all this life and drama is really worth it in the end. I'd pretty much decided that dealing with all this stuff in my life was over with and that it wasn't worth it. Why is that once you decide something like this, that something else comes along and makes you think twice. I mean if people are going to change, I guess they ( Read more... )

Everything's gonna be alright. I heard this line off a song from the tv show Rock Star: INXS tonight. It's a Bob Marley song called "No Woman, No Cry." It is absolutely beautiful. In a way, it reminds me of these feelings I've been having lately about going to college. "Good friends we've had, oh good friends we've lost along the way. In this ( Read more... )

Well I have tons on my mind tonight. I went to a friends for dinner tonihgt. It was great being with all my girls once again before we all leave. I really needed that. It was sad though knowing that in the next couple of weeks we are all going to go our separate ways and that for one things scares me so much. I don't wanna loose what we have ( Read more... )