Been A While.....
Okay, so yes, it has been an awful long time since I've updated. I assume that no one I use to talk to is even reading this anymore. I told myself that once I went off to college that I wouldn't stop using this, but I guess that I did.... It saddens me to think that I have. It's the one thing I have to let my feelings out on since I don't write journals much anymore. But, oh well, I'm getting back into it now. Let's see, I don't even know where to beign. I guess college.
Well college is going great! I've met soo many great people that are helping me have the time of my life and well that is what I am suppos to be doing, right? It's college!! I'm thankful to say that my group of friends are still pretty close. I mean its not like it use to be in high school, and i'm sure it'll never be that great again. But a few of us still are close, and I'm thankful for that. I guess that with college happening you really find out who your true friends are, and now I know. There are four friends that I have that I have a feeling will always be there for me, and for that I'm thankful. I try everyday at college to make new lasting friendships, and while I have made new friendships.... it's really hard to believe that I can ever find people that will be as close as the one I've made in high school. People i've talked to say it will happen I just have to give it time, and while I do believe this... I just wish it would happen. I guess I have met two friends that have the potential for being really lasting friends. They are two people that I feel I could tell anything to, which is good b/c that is how I feel about my friends back home too.
I've been into the old high school a couple of times since I set out on this new life of mine. Everyone seems to be doing just fine, which is good. I can't say that there aren't a few things that I miss from high school...but I guess I'll always miss these things. I'm sure it'll be the same way once I'm finished with college. I love the atmosphere of college and being on my own, but there is a part of me that misses the atmosphere of high school...the playfulness, and having no cares in the world.... I'm not saying that things were easy in high school...but there was less responsiblity put on me I guess.... But the point is that I LOVE college and am looking forward to this coming semester and years!
It's christmas break right now and it's rocking!!! It's been great just being home and relaxing and hanging out w/ all my friends. It's definitely what I needed after a long semester. I got an early christmas gift on friday morning, I got accepted into the college of architecture and planning at bsu!!! It was a great feeling knowing that all the hard work i've put in finally did pay off!!! It was quite a relief I must say! Finally, it seems like my life is set and going in a great direction. I know what I want from life and where I want my life to go. Just wish I could find that special someone. I know he's out there somewhere. I just hope I haven't met him and am letting him slip away right now b/c I just don't know if I could handle that. If I am, if I could just get a sign, something to tell me to make a move that'd be great!
I saw an awesome friend the other day at a near-by clothing store.... if you are by chance reading this my friend... it was great to see you after so long!!! I miss our long chats and the classes we had together. Just give me a call sometime and we'll go into school. Hope all is well with you, you seemed like everything was going great the other day. And hey, thanks for getting me into this journal thing, I love it. Sorry, I haven't kept up with it lately, I hope to do better in the future.
I watched HOUSE tonight. It was amazing as usual! I absolutely love that show, and always will. It was repeat tonight, it was the first episode of this season wtih LL Cool J as the convict. It was really good though, but I guess I'd say that about any episode! It really is a good show! I can't wait till a new episode....wonder if anything is going to happen between stacy and house... I find that whole think interesting...and the tension between House and Cameron use to be good.... The show is such a mystery, I LOVE it!!! :)
Well let's see, what else is there? My music interest hasn't changed much. Still heavily into the Beatles and that good ole 60's and 70's music. Still love Pink Floyd and the wall. I've recently been into some alternative music. Still love Counting Crows....there is just something about their lyrics and melody of their songs, just love it. Been into Jack Johnson a bit lately too... Let's see, still a big fan of Dashboard too, I suppose I always will be.
Oh, thought of some more tv stuff to talk about. First of all, IDOL will be coming back in less than a month...can't wait for that!!! Maybe there'll be another Bo Bice...that'd be amazing!!! I really like that show and I'm not much for reality tv, but that show gets me hooked every season... AND... on CBS starting the same night the IDOL does...there is a show called Love Monkey coming on for the first time. It stars the main character from the old tv show ED (which, i too, was obsessed w/ a while ago...taped all of the seasons it was on...greta show)...and this show w/ ED is about music and love...what more can I ask for? I'm sure I'm going to love it!!! So, i'm looking forward to it! I also have gotten into Law and Order: SVU while away a college. My roomie got me hooked on it... (thanks roomie :) I love ya for it!)
Well, let's see, I think that's all I have for now. Yes, it was quite a long entry, but it has been a while since I've updated...and I really enjoyed writing it... Talk to you all, well if anyone is even reading this dumb thing, lol... Bye Bye.
Well college is going great! I've met soo many great people that are helping me have the time of my life and well that is what I am suppos to be doing, right? It's college!! I'm thankful to say that my group of friends are still pretty close. I mean its not like it use to be in high school, and i'm sure it'll never be that great again. But a few of us still are close, and I'm thankful for that. I guess that with college happening you really find out who your true friends are, and now I know. There are four friends that I have that I have a feeling will always be there for me, and for that I'm thankful. I try everyday at college to make new lasting friendships, and while I have made new friendships.... it's really hard to believe that I can ever find people that will be as close as the one I've made in high school. People i've talked to say it will happen I just have to give it time, and while I do believe this... I just wish it would happen. I guess I have met two friends that have the potential for being really lasting friends. They are two people that I feel I could tell anything to, which is good b/c that is how I feel about my friends back home too.
I've been into the old high school a couple of times since I set out on this new life of mine. Everyone seems to be doing just fine, which is good. I can't say that there aren't a few things that I miss from high school...but I guess I'll always miss these things. I'm sure it'll be the same way once I'm finished with college. I love the atmosphere of college and being on my own, but there is a part of me that misses the atmosphere of high school...the playfulness, and having no cares in the world.... I'm not saying that things were easy in high school...but there was less responsiblity put on me I guess.... But the point is that I LOVE college and am looking forward to this coming semester and years!
It's christmas break right now and it's rocking!!! It's been great just being home and relaxing and hanging out w/ all my friends. It's definitely what I needed after a long semester. I got an early christmas gift on friday morning, I got accepted into the college of architecture and planning at bsu!!! It was a great feeling knowing that all the hard work i've put in finally did pay off!!! It was quite a relief I must say! Finally, it seems like my life is set and going in a great direction. I know what I want from life and where I want my life to go. Just wish I could find that special someone. I know he's out there somewhere. I just hope I haven't met him and am letting him slip away right now b/c I just don't know if I could handle that. If I am, if I could just get a sign, something to tell me to make a move that'd be great!
I saw an awesome friend the other day at a near-by clothing store.... if you are by chance reading this my friend... it was great to see you after so long!!! I miss our long chats and the classes we had together. Just give me a call sometime and we'll go into school. Hope all is well with you, you seemed like everything was going great the other day. And hey, thanks for getting me into this journal thing, I love it. Sorry, I haven't kept up with it lately, I hope to do better in the future.
I watched HOUSE tonight. It was amazing as usual! I absolutely love that show, and always will. It was repeat tonight, it was the first episode of this season wtih LL Cool J as the convict. It was really good though, but I guess I'd say that about any episode! It really is a good show! I can't wait till a new episode....wonder if anything is going to happen between stacy and house... I find that whole think interesting...and the tension between House and Cameron use to be good.... The show is such a mystery, I LOVE it!!! :)
Well let's see, what else is there? My music interest hasn't changed much. Still heavily into the Beatles and that good ole 60's and 70's music. Still love Pink Floyd and the wall. I've recently been into some alternative music. Still love Counting Crows....there is just something about their lyrics and melody of their songs, just love it. Been into Jack Johnson a bit lately too... Let's see, still a big fan of Dashboard too, I suppose I always will be.
Oh, thought of some more tv stuff to talk about. First of all, IDOL will be coming back in less than a month...can't wait for that!!! Maybe there'll be another Bo Bice...that'd be amazing!!! I really like that show and I'm not much for reality tv, but that show gets me hooked every season... AND... on CBS starting the same night the IDOL does...there is a show called Love Monkey coming on for the first time. It stars the main character from the old tv show ED (which, i too, was obsessed w/ a while ago...taped all of the seasons it was on...greta show)...and this show w/ ED is about music and love...what more can I ask for? I'm sure I'm going to love it!!! So, i'm looking forward to it! I also have gotten into Law and Order: SVU while away a college. My roomie got me hooked on it... (thanks roomie :) I love ya for it!)
Well, let's see, I think that's all I have for now. Yes, it was quite a long entry, but it has been a while since I've updated...and I really enjoyed writing it... Talk to you all, well if anyone is even reading this dumb thing, lol... Bye Bye.