136lbs...

Of....

Pure...

FATNESS!

Today, I was planning on fasting but, my friend, Ryan, tells me I'm not allowed to.
Fuck!
I wanted to but, I'm not allowed.  crappers.

I know I could always lie to him and everything but, I hate lying to my best friends so i'm just going to eat a little bit.

Here's what I ate today:

One cup of Light Yoplait Yogurt - 100 calories.
One Med Carrot - 25 ( Read more... )

 I lost 11 pounds since the beginning of the month.
Met my goal for the month of 135lbs.
Now I'm 132lbs!

I wanna get down to 120 by the end of july.  I really hope I can. 

 Today I only had 220 calories.
I'm getting worried though.
I keep losing weight.
I mean, its good but, everyone keeps saying "You're gonna die if you keep this up."
and "stay safe."
and "Take care of yourself."
I'm starting to wonder if I will die?
I mean, is all this worth it?
I don't know anymore.
I'm confused.

 Yay! I'm finally 128lbs ( Read more... )

 Okay, maybe not ever again.
But, at least for the rest of today.
maybe tomorrow too.
I was supposed to only have 300 calories today (My 30 day diet told me too)
And I had 4 brownies.
Which are 160 calories each.
So all together thats...640 calories!
I had like double what I was supposed to have.
So thats it. I'm not eating for the rest of the day!
And I ( Read more... )

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 Okay, so today I went to help my older brother with his kids.
I babysat for a while.
It was fun...
Until they gave us dinner.
A hamburger...
After I ate it I felt really bad.
And I did something stupid...
I went into the bathroom...
Got on my knees...
stuck my fingers down my throat...
And I purged.

To make matters worse...
*hangs head in shame* My neice was ( Read more... )

 yeah, I'm fine now ( Read more... )

 Guess what!? I got siiick!! *sniff sniff ( Read more... )