Read mine if u want to.xplayerAugust 3 2001, 14:37:37 UTC
Hey, you better know who this is. i read your journal, and u should do what i do. type what ur feeling on here, no one knows who u r besides your friends down here. Read mine. Its about you. What else is new tho? its www.livejournal.com/users/xplayer
Leslie Vanneman
anonymous
August 3 2001, 22:34:27 UTC
Leslie,
Hey, I've been reading some of your responses to other people's journals, and you seem like you have a good head on your shoulders! I really want to get to know you, and maybe become "journal buddies"?? I really liked what you said to JT, it touched the heart. Anyway...reply to this, and maybe I'll give ya my e-mail sometime!?!?
Re: Leslie Vanneman22leslie22August 4 2001, 14:53:46 UTC
i would like to get to know you but can i start by knowing your name? . Honostly i dont even know how this whole live journal thing works. I just started it not to long ago and i havent really figured it out to well but i am trying. Well i guess all i can say to your comment is, thanks. If you do want to get to know me, you know where to reach me!
Hey, this is laura, THE laura. You stood up for me in you letter to justin a little bit ago. I owe you big time. What you said to him was amazing, he needed to hear it. What you said is exactly what I thought, but I could never say it to him. Never thought that someone I barely know would be able to explain my feelings to the guy I like; to the guy I miss.
Don't worry, I am new at this journal thing too, but its nice to know you're out there.
Think about it!!!!22leslie22August 4 2001, 22:25:00 UTC
Laura, I want you to know something. I may have had a good point but, you have to understand, i did not DEFEND your name because your name never needed defending. I am sure, no, i am positive that Justin never meant to make it come acrossed as you may have taken it. He misses you, you know that though by now i am sure. What i wrote didnt come from any one elses heart but my own. It hurts me to know that what some people want in life, can have it but in a way they are to scared.Everyone has some fear. A fear of being shot down. A fear of rejection. A fear of being hurt. What is yours? If you have one.But Laura understand something, what i wrote to Justin doesnt just go to Justin. It goes to you to. I am sure he has all of those fears that you have as well. He hurts just as bad. He misses you just as much. A fear can be a good thing and a bad thing all at once. In your case, and his, i think it COULD BE, a good thing. You two have the same fears in common. Now your next step is to figure out how to over come them and either move on, or
( ... )
Just be amused and wonder who I am
anonymous
August 5 2001, 15:42:34 UTC
i feel the boil of blood
in my arms
my eyes hurt of hatred
my fingers; the cold and bitter yearning
looking, wondering
why is he watching from afar
what is he thinking
amazed by this creature
that i am so alike
almost the same gestures, same movement, same dress, same music
many expressions
i look at him and see that he thinks differently from the other ones
Re: Journal BuddiessintualsweetteaAugust 5 2001, 15:44:05 UTC
Leslie,
Okay, so before you become "journal buddies" you want to know my name...well, you're going to be suprised, and maybe a little upset...but it's Brittany...Brittany Howe. Surprise you a little? I just, really, don't know where to start. I think you and I have alot of the same traits, we're alike in many ways. We started off on the wrong foot, and I would like to get to know you better, reply to me, and tell me what you think.
Thanks!
Nothing like LesliexplayerAugust 5 2001, 15:48:22 UTC
Hey,
I know you and you are absolutely nothing like Leslie. You are stuck up and bitchy. Leslie is down to earth and she will talk to any one. You look at people and judge them. Sorry to be a dick but it's the truth. "The truth hurts"
Re: Nothing like LesliesintualsweetteaAugust 5 2001, 15:51:57 UTC
YOU do not know me at all!!! I have never once spoken to you. And you don't know that I judge people...if you think that I'm stuck up and bitchy, that's your opinion, but you don't know who I am inside, or the REAL me. You're right "the truth does hurt" but make sure it's the truth before you say anything.
Re: Nothing like LesliesintualsweetteaAugust 5 2001, 15:59:05 UTC
Well if you wouldn't act like someone your not all of the time maybe people would know you. And yes you do, you judge and look down. Your a fucking snob, don't tell me your not. Denial is a bad thing to have. You need to look at yourself and look on how you treat certain people!
Leslie,
You're right, I don't know...very well...therefore you don't know me...so why don't we stop telling each other what the other one is going to 'go do'!? When I got done reading your letter, I did take SOME to heart, but I also shrugged some of it off because a lot of it is not true about me! You never let me get all of my story out about what happened before, I think you trusted one too many people with your secret...how can it be my fault? I had to find out somehow, didn't I? Yeah! Well, I'm done with this, I'm going to write in my journal only, and I expect comment, but not harsh ones from you or that guy.
Thank you
Re: Forgiveness22leslie22August 6 2001, 15:28:40 UTC
Brittney, and to your friend,
you guys have me and Richie wrong.
Richie may have gone about things the wrong way but in a way all he is trying to do is get some things out. Yes he said somethings that he shouldnt of but why should he apologize for what he meant? He has a reason for saying what he did and he may be expressing himself the wrong way but at least he is. I mean brittney he in a way is telling you why he is angry. Thats all. I understand completley that you would be aggitated by what he said. I would to but, why dont you try talking to him about it. What do you have to loose?
As for me, Brittney if i offended you in some way i apologize. All i was doing was telling you how i felt and also claiming that i am willing to see THE REAL BRITTNEY not the one i met freshman year. That is it.
Leslie,
I'm glad to hear all of this from you! It sounds like we can make this work. You will see the REAL Brittany, the one you haven't met! Ask anyone, I'm not how you guys are making me out to be...I promise!!! And Richie, as for you, I want you to get to know the REAL me too as I want to get to know the real you!!! I hope you guys take this into consideration. WB
Brittany
Comments 22
Reply
Hey, I've been reading some of your responses to other people's journals, and you seem like you have a good head on your shoulders! I really want to get to know you, and maybe become "journal buddies"?? I really liked what you said to JT, it touched the heart. Anyway...reply to this, and maybe I'll give ya my e-mail sometime!?!?
Reply
hope to hear from you soon
22leslie22
Reply
Don't worry, I am new at this journal thing too, but its nice to know you're out there.
Reply
Reply
in my arms
my eyes hurt of hatred
my fingers; the cold and bitter yearning
looking, wondering
why is he watching from afar
what is he thinking
amazed by this creature
that i am so alike
almost the same gestures, same movement, same dress, same music
many expressions
i look at him and see that he thinks differently from the other ones
Reply
Okay, so before you become "journal buddies" you want to know my name...well, you're going to be suprised, and maybe a little upset...but it's Brittany...Brittany Howe. Surprise you a little? I just, really, don't know where to start. I think you and I have alot of the same traits, we're alike in many ways. We started off on the wrong foot, and I would like to get to know you better, reply to me, and tell me what you think.
Thanks!
Reply
I know you and you are absolutely nothing like Leslie. You are stuck up and bitchy. Leslie is down to earth and she will talk to any one. You look at people and judge them. Sorry to be a dick but it's the truth. "The truth hurts"
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
You're right, I don't know...very well...therefore you don't know me...so why don't we stop telling each other what the other one is going to 'go do'!? When I got done reading your letter, I did take SOME to heart, but I also shrugged some of it off because a lot of it is not true about me! You never let me get all of my story out about what happened before, I think you trusted one too many people with your secret...how can it be my fault? I had to find out somehow, didn't I? Yeah! Well, I'm done with this, I'm going to write in my journal only, and I expect comment, but not harsh ones from you or that guy.
Thank you
Reply
you guys have me and Richie wrong.
Richie may have gone about things the wrong way but in a way all he is trying to do is get some things out. Yes he said somethings that he shouldnt of but why should he apologize for what he meant? He has a reason for saying what he did and he may be expressing himself the wrong way but at least he is. I mean brittney he in a way is telling you why he is angry. Thats all. I understand completley that you would be aggitated by what he said. I would to but, why dont you try talking to him about it. What do you have to loose?
As for me, Brittney if i offended you in some way i apologize. All i was doing was telling you how i felt and also claiming that i am willing to see THE REAL BRITTNEY not the one i met freshman year. That is it.
Reply
I'm glad to hear all of this from you! It sounds like we can make this work. You will see the REAL Brittany, the one you haven't met! Ask anyone, I'm not how you guys are making me out to be...I promise!!! And Richie, as for you, I want you to get to know the REAL me too as I want to get to know the real you!!! I hope you guys take this into consideration. WB
Brittany
Reply
Leave a comment