Brittany.... I really dont know where to start. I had no idea it was you, i honostly thought that you were Laura.
I have several things to say to you. #1: I want to start by saying that we are NOTHING alike. I gave you a chance. I sat there and i tried to get to know you because you were good friends with Holly and i love Holly to death. I got to know you by saying hi in the hall ways. Waving to you when you drove by my house. Then, i really got to know you when you stabbed me in the back! What i said to you was true. YOU THIRST ON GOSSIP!!! I am not like that. You ruined me. You hurt me. You gave me a pretty good impression about you. What he said was right the truth does hurt! You can either take the truth or you can denie it which is something that i am sure you are going to do anyway. You didnt even know me and you took the liberty to act as though i told you everything that was going wrong and that you could tell everyone else when, funny, i didnt tell you shit. You betray people. Or was it just me Brittney? You know what the sad part is, You THINK that we are alot alike. therefor you THINK you know me. and that only forces me to think that you dont even know your own self. We dont have a damn thing in common. You are petty, you are selfish, you are an unbelievable bitch! You know what you are going to do when you are done reading this? I already know. You are going to do one of two things. You are either going to give your self a little shrug and act like i didnt say a word to you. Or you are going to go to one of your friends and talk about what a bitch i am. You want to do that you can go right ahead but dont you dare let me find out about it! You dont think. You are the dumbest girl i know! You know i can beat the livin shit outta you and you decided that you are still gonna go and talk about me BEHIND MY BACK! Thats just a true fuckin genius right there let me tell you!
ON THE OTHER HAND:
How hypocritical would i be to sit there and tell Laura that everyone deserves a second chance if i cant even give you one? So, i am willing to say yes, I will put the past behind me. I will forgive you for what you did to me. I will be willing to give you advice if you need it. I will be there for you to an extent. All on one condition. You take to heart what i told you. No more bullshit Brittney. No more gossip because i am not about that. And, like several things, i am not going to put myself in that scene any more. So, there is my response. You dont like it, suck it up. tell me what your thinkin;!!!!!
Leslie,
You're right, I don't know...very well...therefore you don't know me...so why don't we stop telling each other what the other one is going to 'go do'!? When I got done reading your letter, I did take SOME to heart, but I also shrugged some of it off because a lot of it is not true about me! You never let me get all of my story out about what happened before, I think you trusted one too many people with your secret...how can it be my fault? I had to find out somehow, didn't I? Yeah! Well, I'm done with this, I'm going to write in my journal only, and I expect comment, but not harsh ones from you or that guy.
Thank you
Re: Forgiveness22leslie22August 6 2001, 15:28:40 UTC
Brittney, and to your friend,
you guys have me and Richie wrong.
Richie may have gone about things the wrong way but in a way all he is trying to do is get some things out. Yes he said somethings that he shouldnt of but why should he apologize for what he meant? He has a reason for saying what he did and he may be expressing himself the wrong way but at least he is. I mean brittney he in a way is telling you why he is angry. Thats all. I understand completley that you would be aggitated by what he said. I would to but, why dont you try talking to him about it. What do you have to loose?
As for me, Brittney if i offended you in some way i apologize. All i was doing was telling you how i felt and also claiming that i am willing to see THE REAL BRITTNEY not the one i met freshman year. That is it.
Leslie,
I'm glad to hear all of this from you! It sounds like we can make this work. You will see the REAL Brittany, the one you haven't met! Ask anyone, I'm not how you guys are making me out to be...I promise!!! And Richie, as for you, I want you to get to know the REAL me too as I want to get to know the real you!!! I hope you guys take this into consideration. WB
Brittany
Don't take this the wrong way b/c i am a smartass. and it's jus a joke, i always say it.
"BRING IT DON"T SING IT"
I would like to get to know the REAL you. I wanted to be your friend freshman year and we talked alil. But when sophmore year came you blew me off. But ne ways. BRING IT. Lets see this mistery person. Start hanging out with Justin and Kevin and me. I'm quitting my bad habits ne way. Come chill with us sometime
I have several things to say to you. #1: I want to start by saying that we are NOTHING alike. I gave you a chance. I sat there and i tried to get to know you because you were good friends with Holly and i love Holly to death. I got to know you by saying hi in the hall ways. Waving to you when you drove by my house. Then, i really got to know you when you stabbed me in the back! What i said to you was true. YOU THIRST ON GOSSIP!!! I am not like that. You ruined me. You hurt me. You gave me a pretty good impression about you. What he said was right the truth does hurt! You can either take the truth or you can denie it which is something that i am sure you are going to do anyway. You didnt even know me and you took the liberty to act as though i told you everything that was going wrong and that you could tell everyone else when, funny, i didnt tell you shit. You betray people. Or was it just me Brittney? You know what the sad part is, You THINK that we are alot alike. therefor you THINK you know me. and that only forces me to think that you dont even know your own self. We dont have a damn thing in common. You are petty, you are selfish, you are an unbelievable bitch! You know what you are going to do when you are done reading this? I already know. You are going to do one of two things. You are either going to give your self a little shrug and act like i didnt say a word to you. Or you are going to go to one of your friends and talk about what a bitch i am. You want to do that you can go right ahead but dont you dare let me find out about it! You dont think. You are the dumbest girl i know! You know i can beat the livin shit outta you and you decided that you are still gonna go and talk about me BEHIND MY BACK! Thats just a true fuckin genius right there let me tell you!
ON THE OTHER HAND:
How hypocritical would i be to sit there and tell Laura that everyone deserves a second chance if i cant even give you one? So, i am willing to say yes, I will put the past behind me. I will forgive you for what you did to me. I will be willing to give you advice if you need it. I will be there for you to an extent. All on one condition. You take to heart what i told you. No more bullshit Brittney. No more gossip because i am not about that. And, like several things, i am not going to put myself in that scene any more. So, there is my response. You dont like it, suck it up. tell me what your thinkin;!!!!!
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You're right, I don't know...very well...therefore you don't know me...so why don't we stop telling each other what the other one is going to 'go do'!? When I got done reading your letter, I did take SOME to heart, but I also shrugged some of it off because a lot of it is not true about me! You never let me get all of my story out about what happened before, I think you trusted one too many people with your secret...how can it be my fault? I had to find out somehow, didn't I? Yeah! Well, I'm done with this, I'm going to write in my journal only, and I expect comment, but not harsh ones from you or that guy.
Thank you
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you guys have me and Richie wrong.
Richie may have gone about things the wrong way but in a way all he is trying to do is get some things out. Yes he said somethings that he shouldnt of but why should he apologize for what he meant? He has a reason for saying what he did and he may be expressing himself the wrong way but at least he is. I mean brittney he in a way is telling you why he is angry. Thats all. I understand completley that you would be aggitated by what he said. I would to but, why dont you try talking to him about it. What do you have to loose?
As for me, Brittney if i offended you in some way i apologize. All i was doing was telling you how i felt and also claiming that i am willing to see THE REAL BRITTNEY not the one i met freshman year. That is it.
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I'm glad to hear all of this from you! It sounds like we can make this work. You will see the REAL Brittany, the one you haven't met! Ask anyone, I'm not how you guys are making me out to be...I promise!!! And Richie, as for you, I want you to get to know the REAL me too as I want to get to know the real you!!! I hope you guys take this into consideration. WB
Brittany
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"BRING IT DON"T SING IT"
I would like to get to know the REAL you. I wanted to be your friend freshman year and we talked alil. But when sophmore year came you blew me off. But ne ways. BRING IT. Lets see this mistery person. Start hanging out with Justin and Kevin and me. I'm quitting my bad habits ne way. Come chill with us sometime
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