today ( Read more... )

silly boys
don't you know this is not for you
its for me and my broken heart
don't like reading it than stop - your mindless whining is what got you where you are

tonight was nice
i cooked and was happy
i feed people and they loved it - that's what i want to do with my life

sweet dreams

all I need is love ( Read more... )

so, it's here. Yay right ( Read more... )

some times I am really afraid that I have no future, that my life is over at the prime age of 22 ( Read more... )

more and more recently I have been processing the thoughts of what would happen if I just disappeared. If I either left, and didn't tell anyone, or if I just maned up and didn't cry for help ( Read more... )

I am pathetic, I am lame, and I am lonley. I am not sure what it is I want, but I am sick of feeling so lonley. I want kisses and cuddles. I want to be held. I dont want to cry.

why cant I find you?

I am in pain, physical pain ( Read more... )

I hate when things just stop making sense. You know what I mean, when it feels like life is falling into place and now I have no clue what the heck I am doing ( Read more... )

so I am realizing that life is all about being on your own. I guess I just don't want to deal with that reality, but it is becoming more and more evident that the people you think you can count on in life will always let you down from time to time ( Read more... )