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{expecting just a little too much from the wounded}
I really wish I wasn't tired all the time,
or in contant pain,
or with irrational, swirling, spiking emotions.
I wish I could easily go to the doctor,
I wish I had a car of my own,
I wish I could find and get to a therapist.
well, I feel a bit better getting that out there.
I'm generally positive now,
but every now and then,
you just need a good bitch.
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{theres a place I know if you're looking for a show}
ugh,
I miss internet sorely,
I do.
I have a full time college schedule
and a semi full time work schedule.
busybusybusy,
with a side of very little sleep.
@_@
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{I'll never stoop so low again}
I'm overwhelmed.
allI can do is try to fix what I can
and try to not focus on what i can do nothing to fix.
I can feel my nightmares seething beneath my skin.
they taint everything.
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{I only want you to see my favorite part of me}
I had a great time with Jeremy.
we're actually compatable it seems. :D
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{wishing the bathwater clean, she hides in the back and is unseen}
my ex, Eddie(sexual assualt), decided to message and try to add me on facebook.
just seeing his face again,
was awful.
why won't he just go back to fucking arizona and stay his ass there?!
I blocked him,
deleted the message.
"I'm sorry if you felt that my kisses hurt you."
fuck you.
I don't owe you anything,
not an explantion or a chance.
2 years ago,
he ( Read more... ) -
{give me strength to find, to combine all the good things in life that so hard to find}
so, I might end up dating a 32 year old.
xD
an old friend from houston,
haven't seen one another in a year,
but we're meeting up tomorrow.
this should be interesting.
ironically,
his name is Jeremy.
.....very interesting indeed.
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{sister sleep}
I'm tired.
I wake up tired.
bah.
found out megan(old friend from hs) and I have an uncanny amount in common.
down to wanting a moogle tattoo on our boobs. xD
I'm going to the comic book store with her and her friends on monday,
I'm so very excited! :D
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{Everyone who has heard the quiet voice in this forest has shed tears at noise}
I feel my anxiety eating its way through my skin,
and I just want to sleep.
its almost like its febuary again.
I've started writing again, it seems.
a couple of songs.
I'll probably post them later~