I been looking in all the wrong places. Confiding in simple minded girls that worry about their outward appearance and who to say they are with, then who they are really wanting to be close to ( Read more... )

I want to walk the streets of Downtown Charleston with you, I want to take in all of that old town with you. To walk on such history is amazing, the atmosphere thrilling, and your eyes sparkle and reflect the old torches from the street side. My face burns from grinning so hard, and as we walk down the the edge of the bay hand in hand at night, I ( Read more... )

Neal lays in bed after his friends give him a great night he didn't deserve. See tonight was a special occasion it was Neals birthday. The 2 most insignificant years in Neals life has passed him by like a bullet train. Now all he has to show is a potential dependancy on alcohol and his best friends to help him get by. He lays in bed alone on ( Read more... )

It hasn't been a year since you left us, but it feels like an eternity. Let me tell you, things havn't functioned the same since you left. That note, the one i wrote you, do you remember it? I know that parasite in your system takes away your memory, but when you read it, i hope it meant something to you. That was the first time I had to come ( Read more... )

Neal lays in his room curled up in blankets with his space heater on full blast. The room soon turns into a sauna but it's what is needed for him to thaw out his nose and the rest of his extremities from the unusual cold weather the south has brought to his doorstep ( Read more... )

Neal fell asleep to the lullaby of rain last night as it beat steady on the roof. Funny how it not only washed away the heat of a southern summer, but it also washed away Neal's somber feeling of being alone and slightly crazy ( Read more... )

I've been having a real hard time coping with this panic attack deal. For once i didn't have control of my body and i had to rest and take things slow for a while. actually, i still am having to do that. I second guess myself and freak out about stupid shit. i know this is all mental but i cant get over it. i feel myself falling into depression ( Read more... )

As it happened in mythology, it happened to Neal. The fight for Helen had him on life's edge. And everyone knows that life's edge is a teeter-totter, and the wind never wants to blow your way. Luckily Neal found himself in the hospital room with his father, trying to revaluate his emotional drudgery and why his body denied anymore stress induced ( Read more... )

"oh shit..." Neal suddenly finds himself fighting through the haze of people and doctors and ambulance workers and equipment, trying to make sense of it all. He does not know why he's laying on this stretcher and why his body is numb and cold. His breathe is so fast he can't calm himself down. No ones fucking answering my questions! am I all ( Read more... )

Her stone hazel eyes were his only focal point that night ( Read more... )