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I been looking in all the wrong places. Confiding in simple minded girls that worry about their outward appearance and who to say they are with, then who they are really wanting to be close to.
Don't you see that a year down the road you will be scrambling for a new group, a new friend, a new sense of being? The arrogance in me says you don't have what I got. You can't live until your with me, but my maturity has aged longer then yours, which drives us apart. Maybe one day you will realize real soon what you could and could of had, but I hope it's not to late.
I still dream of walking the sandy beaches with you hand in hand, blushing every time I say something I really mean.
I live through the day where my dreams and reality blend and I have to split my life of day and night.
I have drained this town for all it's worth, a new scenery around me would be good. But God I will miss my friends and family so much.
I woke up last night to being passed on the couch to my father draping a blanket over me, and making sure im ok. I know we don't open up much but I know how much he loves me. I laid there acting, and thought of how much i couldn't live without him, Lord please don't take him from me, i know his skin has been infected by the plague of today, but that is one person I need most in my life. Spare him and me the separation for a while, at least until I can make him and his name proud. And I promise you i will make both of you proud dad.
Don't you see that a year down the road you will be scrambling for a new group, a new friend, a new sense of being? The arrogance in me says you don't have what I got. You can't live until your with me, but my maturity has aged longer then yours, which drives us apart. Maybe one day you will realize real soon what you could and could of had, but I hope it's not to late.
I still dream of walking the sandy beaches with you hand in hand, blushing every time I say something I really mean.
I live through the day where my dreams and reality blend and I have to split my life of day and night.
I have drained this town for all it's worth, a new scenery around me would be good. But God I will miss my friends and family so much.
I woke up last night to being passed on the couch to my father draping a blanket over me, and making sure im ok. I know we don't open up much but I know how much he loves me. I laid there acting, and thought of how much i couldn't live without him, Lord please don't take him from me, i know his skin has been infected by the plague of today, but that is one person I need most in my life. Spare him and me the separation for a while, at least until I can make him and his name proud. And I promise you i will make both of you proud dad.