... it's fine. I just sit on the windowsill in the kitchen and watch the traffic below, sipping my tea. But other times it gets... cold. And at the end of the day I just don't feel like talking to anyone. I used to call Mike, to wake him up, wish him good morning and give him a verbal boost for the day, but it's been over a week now that I just don ( Read more... )

I'm sorry.

I don't think I can find the right words and the fact that I need to search for them in the first place feels awful in itself, but I think I have to do this. I'm letting you down. I'm letting myself down, most of everybody else too. You can hate me if you will, I'll understand. It's my fault for changing. I know I said I needed a month's ( Read more... )

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Uhm, Sora-san?

I have a hypothetical and an actual question... and maybe a couple more. Do you maybe have some time you can spare? ^^;

The party was... yeah.

Mike was... he was... >_>

*sighs* I'm really just sort of waiting for some divine intervention that will come smiting me dead in place from above. Something like that should NOT feel so incredible. I kissed him so many time I've lost count.

I came over early the port was open and I thought he was up already (it was 9-something ( Read more... )

What's the word you use to describe something... indescribable - without literally saying you cannot describe it?

It's been bugging me for a while now. This feeling of being trapped in my own skin, even though I'm just going to college, I'm moving away from home, my life's expanding... it's like it's all just not big enough. And people are changing ( Read more... )

... is what I am as of late, constantly. There's been so many things going wrong (or actually, not necessarily wrong, just taking unplanned turns that sucked the life-source out of me tying to adapt and move on over them) that it's draining me. Patamon's been here for moths now, and I take him out every night to stretch his wings... he really doesn ( Read more... )

Mom announced yesterday that I’m going with her for a field trip today, ‘no buts’. That I’m too passive and down and that it’ll do me good. u.u So much for telling me some two weeks ago that I’m old enough to know better…

Lately she’s been a lot into bio-energy and was visiting this resort of a kind with a friend of hers. She goes there nearly every ( Read more... )

If I knew moms go through all this when they pack stuff to go through a holiday I'd probably help mine a lot more. It took a little method, but I think I'm finally packed for good~ not too much stuff, not too little, clothes, towels, sleeping bag, swim shorts, food, money, id, toothbrush, shampoo, bug repellent... I think I haven't forgotten ( Read more... )

Wow. Last night was… pretty cool actually. Albeit… shocking to some degree, I’ll admit. Maybe in a good way, though… I should really make up my mind before writing, shouldn’t I? ^^;

So Iori came over last night before we went to the cinema to lave Armandilmon here for the weekend, like we’ve agreed. I tried to explain to Patamon that Iori’s been ( Read more... )

... How long to go till you're finished up there in France? >_<' Let me tell you this is NOT what I want the summer to be like. I'm finishing my extra classes this week and I'm starting with a job come August... not the same as last year... >_>; and well--- just---

... just when will I see you again, Dai?