[PRIVATE - Movies and Real Life]
Wow. Last night was… pretty cool actually. Albeit… shocking to some degree, I’ll admit. Maybe in a good way, though… I should really make up my mind before writing, shouldn’t I? ^^;
So Iori came over last night before we went to the cinema to lave Armandilmon here for the weekend, like we’ve agreed. I tried to explain to Patamon that Iori’s been through a lot, and that he should generally avoid asking about it or Ken in front of him, maybe even to Armandilmon. I left snacks for them and drinks, Patamon already knows how to use the console and the stereo, so I was pretty sure they wouldn’t be bored.
Iori was actually really calm and not so stiff as he usually is, which I though was really nice. I bailed him away from Miya when we met up… I know she’s a dear, but sometimes people just need a little bit of calm and quiet, or at least that’s what I think… I was actually playing double agent. *sighs* Not as in trying to double-cross anybody, rather the opposite. On one hand, I had Iori to side with and on the other Jyou to keep out of trouble… He really has no knack for 6th sense. ^^; While we were eating, he was constantly praising Sora, how wonderful she is, how patient, how he’d be lost without her and Mimi was beginning to get really upset. She didn’t show, but she was starting to pluck at her paper napkin really harshly, so I signaled him to zip it. Which he did, but I don’t think he understood why, he gave me a really lost look for a moment there. He reminds me of Dai in this regard. Oblivious with the capital ‘o’. u_u
I love Mims, but I decided I won’t play matchmaker anymore. It never worked out anyway. Dai and Kari first and then Tai and Yama… no, it’s just not my sector. I’ll help when I happen to run on the occasion, but otherwise I’ll leave it to figure it out for themselves. I’m bad at my own love-life tending anyway- but yeah, I’ll get back to that later.
Yeah, movie. Good, but far from book standard. I mean, how bad is it if I imagined things more sophisticated than a professional director did? That’s just wrong. u_u Also? I felt as though a lot of very important details were missing or misplaced. And then there were points that never were in the book… Overall? I’m just glad I sat a little bit away from the rest of the guys with Iori. We commented things here and there and ate the popcorn between ourselves. It was partly amusing because we went to the same hall as Dai and I did weeks ago to see Spiderman 3 and never really saw it anyway… >_>…
ANYWAY, after the movie we got lost. There was an awful lot of people and when we got out and try to call the others, their phones were still off. So after briefly pondering what to do, we decided to go back to my place. I sent a message to Jyou so he’d get it when turning the cell on, and we slowly went for the sub. Iori called Miya again once there and she sort of flipped at us, but it wasn’t like we’d do much after that anyway, it was pretty late. I was worried about Mimi, but they seemed to get along during the movie, so it couldn’t have been too bad… I’ll ask her tomorrow when we hit the mall. She’s got shopping to do and I’ve got Dai to leave alone to sleep his jet-lag off…
Basically, we got back to my place and mom was still out (I think it was with her colleagues, I don’t think she’s dating anyone right now). Patamon and Armandilmon were half asleep, so I tidied up quickly the mess they made (nothing out of proportion, they were quite good ^^). I asked Iori if he’d mind crashing on my bed since it’s a one-and-a-half spacer or if I’d go sleep to the living room. He got really reserved suddenly, told me he felt uneasy in my room because I’ve slept with Dai in it. Knocked the ground underneath me, really. O_O I never realized somebody could have been bothered by that- I mean, I’d understand if it was Dai’s room, he’s always got the covers bundled up in a heap, even when they’re fresh…
He started telling me how he envies me having somebody like Dai by my side. Which was pretty heartbreaking, he’d lost the one he loved… He did seem sad, but not angry at the world anymore. It was more comprehensive, like he’d just given up and was waiting to simply live on. I sat him down and let him speak, barely saying a word or a question here or there. He felt like he had to let off the steam that he’d held bottled. I thought he’d talked about it with Miya, but he really hadn’t. I rubbed his back at times while he looked like he couldn’t go on, hugged him at the end when he broke into tears… I didn’t think he really loved Ken. Ken was nasty to him, played him, probably even abused of his feelings, but Iori still accepted that. I think that… there’s a lot more to love than one would think of on first glance. There’s a lot of reasons for it, and none can really be wrong, they just are. And there’s probably just as many specters of feelings as there are people. It’s like… everybody speaks they own language, no wonder it’s so difficult to find somebody who understands us…
We fell asleep like that, fully clothed and on the covers, with our digimon sleeping by our feet. I missed Iori, I never realized how much. I didn’t think he still trusted me enough to tell me everything… and it’s touching he does. He needs to heal… but all in his own time. I think that maybe it’s better they never found Ken’s body. When there’s nothing left of somebody we love, all we’ve got is the memories. But those wash away the hurt they carry in time… He’ll be fine someday, I’m sure.
He’s in the bathroom now, and I’ve got to get ready fast, too - I’ve promised Mr. Motomiya I’ll come by to help him make something to eat before we go get Dai at the airport at half-past noon… And really. After last night? I’ve got so much on my mind right now, in all kinds of ways.
So Iori came over last night before we went to the cinema to lave Armandilmon here for the weekend, like we’ve agreed. I tried to explain to Patamon that Iori’s been through a lot, and that he should generally avoid asking about it or Ken in front of him, maybe even to Armandilmon. I left snacks for them and drinks, Patamon already knows how to use the console and the stereo, so I was pretty sure they wouldn’t be bored.
Iori was actually really calm and not so stiff as he usually is, which I though was really nice. I bailed him away from Miya when we met up… I know she’s a dear, but sometimes people just need a little bit of calm and quiet, or at least that’s what I think… I was actually playing double agent. *sighs* Not as in trying to double-cross anybody, rather the opposite. On one hand, I had Iori to side with and on the other Jyou to keep out of trouble… He really has no knack for 6th sense. ^^; While we were eating, he was constantly praising Sora, how wonderful she is, how patient, how he’d be lost without her and Mimi was beginning to get really upset. She didn’t show, but she was starting to pluck at her paper napkin really harshly, so I signaled him to zip it. Which he did, but I don’t think he understood why, he gave me a really lost look for a moment there. He reminds me of Dai in this regard. Oblivious with the capital ‘o’. u_u
I love Mims, but I decided I won’t play matchmaker anymore. It never worked out anyway. Dai and Kari first and then Tai and Yama… no, it’s just not my sector. I’ll help when I happen to run on the occasion, but otherwise I’ll leave it to figure it out for themselves. I’m bad at my own love-life tending anyway- but yeah, I’ll get back to that later.
Yeah, movie. Good, but far from book standard. I mean, how bad is it if I imagined things more sophisticated than a professional director did? That’s just wrong. u_u Also? I felt as though a lot of very important details were missing or misplaced. And then there were points that never were in the book… Overall? I’m just glad I sat a little bit away from the rest of the guys with Iori. We commented things here and there and ate the popcorn between ourselves. It was partly amusing because we went to the same hall as Dai and I did weeks ago to see Spiderman 3 and never really saw it anyway… >_>…
ANYWAY, after the movie we got lost. There was an awful lot of people and when we got out and try to call the others, their phones were still off. So after briefly pondering what to do, we decided to go back to my place. I sent a message to Jyou so he’d get it when turning the cell on, and we slowly went for the sub. Iori called Miya again once there and she sort of flipped at us, but it wasn’t like we’d do much after that anyway, it was pretty late. I was worried about Mimi, but they seemed to get along during the movie, so it couldn’t have been too bad… I’ll ask her tomorrow when we hit the mall. She’s got shopping to do and I’ve got Dai to leave alone to sleep his jet-lag off…
Basically, we got back to my place and mom was still out (I think it was with her colleagues, I don’t think she’s dating anyone right now). Patamon and Armandilmon were half asleep, so I tidied up quickly the mess they made (nothing out of proportion, they were quite good ^^). I asked Iori if he’d mind crashing on my bed since it’s a one-and-a-half spacer or if I’d go sleep to the living room. He got really reserved suddenly, told me he felt uneasy in my room because I’ve slept with Dai in it. Knocked the ground underneath me, really. O_O I never realized somebody could have been bothered by that- I mean, I’d understand if it was Dai’s room, he’s always got the covers bundled up in a heap, even when they’re fresh…
He started telling me how he envies me having somebody like Dai by my side. Which was pretty heartbreaking, he’d lost the one he loved… He did seem sad, but not angry at the world anymore. It was more comprehensive, like he’d just given up and was waiting to simply live on. I sat him down and let him speak, barely saying a word or a question here or there. He felt like he had to let off the steam that he’d held bottled. I thought he’d talked about it with Miya, but he really hadn’t. I rubbed his back at times while he looked like he couldn’t go on, hugged him at the end when he broke into tears… I didn’t think he really loved Ken. Ken was nasty to him, played him, probably even abused of his feelings, but Iori still accepted that. I think that… there’s a lot more to love than one would think of on first glance. There’s a lot of reasons for it, and none can really be wrong, they just are. And there’s probably just as many specters of feelings as there are people. It’s like… everybody speaks they own language, no wonder it’s so difficult to find somebody who understands us…
We fell asleep like that, fully clothed and on the covers, with our digimon sleeping by our feet. I missed Iori, I never realized how much. I didn’t think he still trusted me enough to tell me everything… and it’s touching he does. He needs to heal… but all in his own time. I think that maybe it’s better they never found Ken’s body. When there’s nothing left of somebody we love, all we’ve got is the memories. But those wash away the hurt they carry in time… He’ll be fine someday, I’m sure.
He’s in the bathroom now, and I’ve got to get ready fast, too - I’ve promised Mr. Motomiya I’ll come by to help him make something to eat before we go get Dai at the airport at half-past noon… And really. After last night? I’ve got so much on my mind right now, in all kinds of ways.