he told me I would have those good days.
And those good moments.
Where sometimes I feel like I'm flying.
& he told me i'll have those bad days.
Those empty days.
The long, empty days.
It's been one week and two days.
And this is the worst day,
I've had so far
But its okay. Ive been at the spree.
Each day is different,
They've all been fun.
I've done some crazy ( Read more... )

your support
amazes me.

thank you.

I miss her so much.
and I feel like I am emtpy
But i'll always have you guys.

Always.
I just know it in my heart.

But she was so beautiful.
And I just want a hug.

you guys ( Read more... )

you were so beautiful
but when I think of you
all I can do is cry
and then I smile.
You had the biggest heart.
I regret so many things.
I wish you could wrap your arms around me.
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

my heart is dying.
save me.
come back to me
please.

please mom you promised.
you promised you'd never leave me this way.
you promised to love me

its crazy

& the world just k e e p s on spinning.

its chaotic
& its not even mine anymore

I had an amazing middle to an upsetting day. & finals sucked. I probally got like a b on both of them, they wernt too hard. I was pretty happy with that. The back is hurting as usual, so it was kinda hard for me to take them, but I managed. (of course) mmmm ( Read more... )

I miss locale3

Yesss...oh so very much.

times are good when we are together.

I miss them.

cay[lo]
bec[ca]
michel[le]

in case any of you were wondering?
what the heck that means.

locale3 for life bitttches

Saturday was alex's graduation party :)
It was fun. I <333 her. so much.
Me nicole Bridget & Ari Ballooned her room
while she was at work.
It was hilarous, we blew up over 300 balloons
and they were so high in her room
we even stuck them im the celing.
Bridget & I gave her a dummy named jose.
he is such a hottie.
--slept & Second loves that night < ( Read more... )

I feel like absoulte crap

let me give an attempt to update.
thursday I went to dance,
then to go see miss al before prom <3 ( Read more... )

I have more homework then...ever? and of course I have no clue when i'll ever start it. We have late start tommarrow thankkk god.

yeah, so I'm doing all this stuff to pass some time.

nobody ever comments. and I really wish people would.  =(

( survay-&-that-kinda-thing )