while I'm lying on the table with everything you said...

Jun 06, 2005 07:32

Saturday was alex's graduation party :)
It was fun. I <333 her. so much.
Me nicole Bridget & Ari Ballooned her room
while she was at work.
It was hilarous, we blew up over 300 balloons
and they were so high in her room
we even stuck them im the celing.
Bridget & I gave her a dummy named jose.
he is such a hottie.
--slept & Second loves that night <3

Yesrday I woke up got ready
and went to mikes show. (with michelle)
I got a little sunburnt.
and tan too..pretty sweet :)
they were the best band there.
it ended right when the storm hit.
we had to sit in the car to wait
'for michelles parents to get there
it was so scary, the car was almost moving
and on the way home we saw 2 trees
big ones, that had fallen down.
I was freaking out.
me and storms don't mix too well.

everythings going back to the way it used to be. Again. I told them over and over, I screamed it to everybody. It repeats, it always repeats. and each time it seemingly increases, and it hurts more and more each time. You'd think I would lose faith in it, and accept it, and let it go. But I don't, I get my hopes up high each time. My hopes get up so high, and then their always, always let down to the lowest of lows, when everything happens over and over again. I try to change things, or do thing differently, but My actions don't matter at this point

....okay I'm going now.
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