Hot damn it's been a while,

Well hello out there to whoever may be reading... damn... my tongue's burnt from trying to chug a fresh mocha yesterday... I was kinda nervous I guess, I was on my way to visit my grandfather who has double neumonia and having bad reactions to his medicine... he almost died Friday night.... I wasn't too worried ( Read more... )

So here I am... back again...

News update: I broke my ankle, I made all-state chorus, I'm dating Erin again... hmm... I think that's the most of it...

I'm feeling rather blah right now...

I'm gonna go lay on the couch with my puppy and eat lots of ice cream...

~Till another day... Forever chunky and soon-to-be morbidly obese,

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This Love

What is this?

Such a love,

Such a love that exists,

Between you and I

And no others may enter,

What is this love?

What is this love?

This love we cherish,

This love we cradle in our arms,

This love taking form within eachother,

What is this love?

What is this love?

Where does it flourish?

How can it be nourished?

Nourished in this ( Read more... )

I want to hold him...

I want to be able to hold him and not hurt him...

He's touched me in a way no one could...

Out of everyone in my life.. why did I choose to hurt him?

...I miss him so much...

I miss the way things used to be...

I miss the smile on his face...

It's vanished- will it ever return?

I want to kiss him...

I want to cradle him ( Read more... )

Stress makes me feel sick... and emo...

♥0o_s_o_s_o0 and ♥Scourgeofgod

• Plan to conceive twenty-eight thousand Elven girls.
• Crazy about being able to chat sweetly.
• Endure the slings and arrows of outrageous misfortune.

Erin: "Hey,"
Me: "Hey, how was camp?"
Erin: "...Fine..."
Me: "Okay..."
Erin: "I... I have two things I need to talk about"
Me: "Okay."
Erin: "First... do you know what books we have to read for summer-reading?"
Me: "Sure, we have to read The Good Earth and we can choose between Lord of the Flies or Fahrenheit 451"
Erin: "Oh... okay..."
Me: "..."
Erin: "Well ( Read more... )

It's official... I'm addicted to Yaoi.

Bleed From Your Eyes

I couldn’t believe the pain you set upon me,

You’re pale teeth glinting in the light.

Your lies weighing heavy on my heart,

Feeling no pain from your bite.

You told me you’d never take me,

That the love we felt was too strong.

And although I foolishly believed you,
I knew with you was where I belonged.

Never had I thought you ( Read more... )

This is the last thing I can give, and he may never know I gave it... but he can have my heart to break... because I have broken his time over and over...

http://www.wfu.edu/Student-organizations/soul/repertoire_music_and_so_it_goes.mp3

This is how I feel; this is me exposed...