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I want my babies to stay babies forever.
“Next time won’t you sing on me” yes
“Piama and pianpa” yes
Dump trucks and diggers and hot chocolate being the best part of our day.
Waking up and smiling to see mom or dad.
Please let this never end.
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Something clicked today. Not that I didn’t love my son before today, I think I’ve just been in panic survival keep the baby alive mode. He’s a month old today and it just clicked with me today that like, I would do anything for him. I love him so much it makes me want to cry. He’s literally the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
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Almost nine weeks
I just want to remember this- that Chris had been so incredibly kind and loving toward me lately. He is courteous and helpful and very loving. He gave me a back massage tonight and then told me how lucky he is to have me. We spent a good part of our early evening discussing boy names even though we won’t find out the sex for a long time still haha.
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What do you do when the person you're with- the person you can't stop loving- can't stop lying to you? Clean the entire house and get drunk I guess. Oh and I kicked him out.
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A snowy Friday morning on the way into work
Its so peaceful before the sun rises in the winter. Particularly on a day like today when it is snowing. It feels like the entire valley is still asleep.
I was going to write more but traffic thinned out and now were almost there.
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Its Been A While
I really just wanted to vent. Somewhere. To someone. I dont really have anyone I can talk to that really knows what Ive been going through. This is my seventh month of trying and failing to concieve. The repetition is so draining. The expectation, the excitement, then the let down. Month after month. It is emotionally exhausting. And I have begun ( Read more... ) -
Hi again
Its been a while. Like, years. Haha ( Read more... ) -
Kessa
I think this is cute, so I wanted to share ( Read more... ) -
BMI 21.5
Yay, I'm losing weight! Yesterday morning I was down to 140.5, and today I broke below 140 to 139.5 ( Read more... )