the worst part about being with someone, is when your not near them. you think about them all the time. they are the only thing on your mind. you crave to be with them, you long to kiss their lips, and when your in their arms, its like your in heaven and the only thing that matters is you and him. but it hurts that your not near them. just the ( Read more... )

 GOD SEND ME AN ANGEL!!

i promise that my mom will try and find something, anything to yell at me about. She just wants something to be my fault, its like she craves it and it hurts so much. i cant take it anymore. its too hard. i dont know what to do. everytime that i try, even if i am trying harder it seems as thought it is still not good enough. ( Read more... )

I loved you so much before I had my first chance with you. Then you gave me that chance of my lifetime. It was only for a short time, such a short time. Then as my life became filled with happiness and joy, you left me, without explanation. for days I questioned why, for many nights I cried. I promised myself I wouldn't hate you or regret meeting ( Read more... )

i hope they kick his ass!! that little bitch! i hope that he rotts in hell and then the devil chops off his balls and feeds then to little birds and then they get sick and die from the stds that his balls gave them. then i hope the devil slits his throat and then pulls out his eyes with a spoon and then takes a spork and RIPS out his heart..oh wait ( Read more... )

 It's time for me to say goodbye ( Read more... )

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will certainly be rung and probably be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully around with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safely in the casket of your selfishness. ( Read more... )

...responce to leah...

obviously you dont care, and if you did you understand how i feel. Oh but wait, you cant bc you have such a perfect life. At least your parents give a fuck about you. Do you knoe what its like when your own mother tells you that she wished you were dead or if she calls you a whore? no you dont, so you wouldnt know how i feel. ( Read more... )

**I have come to the conclusion that love in my life is like lightning...when it strikes its bright, amazing, and you cant miss it, yet it also hurts. But hey, lightning never strikes the same place twice right? So i guess i dont have to worrie about it. I have been in love, once. The day we first kissed was so perfect, and every second spent with ( Read more... )

SoOo i "talked" with William today online, it was somewhat going somewhere..but whenever we get onto the subject about "us again" it gets kinda awkard and he doesnt respond to me. So my WONDERFUL friend Mylinda talked to him and GOT alot of information. He said that i hurt him when i broke up with him, i do believe that, and the reason why he dun ( Read more... )

...random thoughts...

i finally understand why i dont want people to know how i really feel inside. They will all think that i am selfish. but then again, maybe i have a right to be. most of my life i have put everyone before me bc i was scared that they would think i am selfish. but im tired of this. i want to be selfish. im tired of caring what ( Read more... )