Hmm, has it really been so long since I've written here? A lot has happened, but it feels ... extraneous? redundant? to go into detail here. Still, I suppose I owe it to those whom I've been out of contact with for much too long ( Read more... )

Xemnas, did you find what you were looking for? That darkness... it worries me. I can't see the matter with any clarity yet, but to have this feeling without any reason-- I know you've sensed it too. You left to seek it out on your own terms. Is something happening?

Luxord, Fran, I'm sorry I never made it out to Port Royal to see you. I still miss ( Read more... )

I think I've decided that I need to leave The World That Never Was ( Read more... )

At least in the midst of all this turmoil, something had cropped up to take my mind off the life crisis parade my heart seems to have whipped into existence. While I am grateful beyond measure to have these feelings returned to me, I admit that I have been having trouble reconciling them with the life I once knew. As it is the only life I remember ( Read more... )

I wake up and there's flowers creeping in from the doors and windows...

Marluxia, I thought Xemnas told you to get your growths out of the castle?

I feel exhausted. Worn out and sore from head to toe, ground under the heel of worlds, but...

I FEEL.

I am afraid and happy and sad and excited for so many reasons I can barely comprehend, but it doesn't matter if I understand it all right now or not. It's there. These FEELINGS, so bright and clear now... their radiance is almost painful but I would ( Read more... )

I'm going. My heart is out there somewhere and I will find it, no matter what anyone else thinks on the matter. Zexion thinks this is folly, and for a time, I considered believing him. It certainly seemed easier, the idea that our 'hearts' were already within us, but so much has happened lately... I should think that if I possessed my heart in any ( Read more... )

Is it possible to find peace within turmoil ( Read more... )

'urgh' I believe would be an adequate description for how I'm feeling at the moment. I almost want to delete that muddled entry before this one that I apparently made while suffering the effects of the fog that is now, blissfully, gone. Coming to grips over the past couple of days with what happened while we were under the influence of it has been ( Read more... )

I have no parents I make the heavens and earth my parents.
I have no home I make awareness my home.
I have no life or death I make the tides of breathing my life and death.
I have no divine power I make honesty my divine power.
I have no means I make understanding my means.
I have no magic secrets I make character my magic secret.
I have no body I make ( Read more... )