i had league last night. i think i got red flagged for my stance, from what a few people told me. i was under the impression from rich that my stance needed work and my back foot had problems, but last night saad told me "you have perfect fundamentals. the last time i saw fundamentals that good was when i looked in the mirror". and i've been ( Read more... )

someone please slap some fucking sense into me.

everything is done.
it's like waving goodbye to part of myself.
it's easier to ignore it and hope time mends the hole of dread in my stomach.

make up your fucking mind already.

goodbye, smile!
maybe i will see you later.

i kept telling myself i could live without him and all this garbage and i was doing pretty well ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

dear self ( Read more... )

because i don't care.

my life is eventful for once.
i crashed my car and have to go to court feb 5,
i'm transferring to community college,
my dog just got put to sleep,
i'm gaining weight from too much eating,
rich didn't get me anything for christmas yet,
i decided on doing pre-law.
oh yeah, and i'm kinda smoking again.