I hate it when people confuse me >.
To wait or not to wait. I dunno I don't liek being pulled around like a little rag doll. Anyhow, you know you've hit rock bottom when the highlight of your weekend is finding dried cum on a DVD that had been sitting on your floor. I got to talk to chase today. It's been a while. I do admit i had the biggest thing for him. Too bad he didn't take my virginity. I really did like him. Anyhow maybe i should just give in to kyle and hang out with him and stuff but I really don't want to I really don't. I just don't want to waist my time -_- I want to go out and experience guys and find out what I like in guys. I know what I don't like in guys it's time to find out what i do like. I swear my middle name should be "drama" _-_ My borhter was snapping me in the ass with his shirt and it hurt I was only wearing boxers ;.; ouchies I need a kiss on my boo boo. I don't like being confused. I feel so tired. I think I'm taking on traits of Ruth from Blithe Spirit. She is just like me though I thnk that's why mrs staples gave me the part. I think i made talan mad he just signed off on me O_O that's not good. But i really do think that he is gonna be to me what derek is to haley. Always sweet and nice and caring always flirting with eachother and then when haley decides to tell him that he gives her some lame ass excuse. That's not very nice. I really felt bad about that and I never really thought it might happen to me. Maybe brett was right i might be being selfish. Who knows? Anyhow some of the things brett said last night really shook me up. Though he coudl have been more caring it was really harsh and cruel how he put things. And it made me feel liek less of a person. Maybe I should call him and talk to him it would make me feel better.