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Such a wonder ful dream I had. Ok let's see where it began...I had a dream that i was having a birthday party and at first I was naked and then talan and a bunch of his friends came up to the party. I fell onto the ground b/c I didn't want him to see me naked and I grabbed a towel and covered up. When I took the towel off i had a bathing suit on. It's magic! Anyway so Patrick came up and took me off away from Talan and threw me into a pool -_- then i went to a little canopy tent type thing and talan was there with all of his friends and then before I sat down he pulled me a aside and said no one believes i like you they say I'm being stupid and i only have a little school boy crush on you. And I didn't say anythign to him I just walked past him and sat beside renee. Nezt thing I know we're all on a train thing riding through the woods. I was sitting in the seat behind talan and then I laid my head on the window seel of the trin and he laid his head on mine and then he said please why dont' you come sit with me. I got up and sat down beside him and then i yawned and he said you must be tired lay your head in my lap so I did and when i laid my head down I laid my hand across his legs palm side up. He took my hand palm face up and kissed the gash on my wrist and then took my hand into his and held it. then I woke up -_- Anyhow the thing i remember most was the warmth and softness of his hands. It was swooky but i liked it. I can't talk to talan though my mom grounded me from the phone talking to him. And maybe me not being able to talk to him will let me know how i truely feel about him whether it's an infatuation or what. I'm sure of one thing though it's not an infatuation. Time to find out what i really feel god knows i have a lot of time to think about it. Maybe I can sweet talk mom into cutting it short ^^