So I've come to realize that I have some very deeply-seated abandonment issues that have been coming to the surface every Monday morning when Shane leaves to go out in the field for work. This morning I had a dream right after Shane had got up...he was still in the house, just getting ready for work, but I guess I could feel his absence from my ( Read more... )

It's been really nice not having school to worry about, so I can focus more on work. Summer is coming, which means Pride season, which is SRS BZNS for the gays. We're cooking up some pretty fun ideas for this year's National HIV Testing Day...hee hee ( Read more... )

I am quite a typical Capricorn, in that I have a nasty tendency to suppress many of my emotions. Lately, I've become a bit more aware of this because of the extreme emotional nature of the circumstances in my life. I'm trying to be more open with all of my feelings, rather than just picking and choosing the ones that make me appear to be the ( Read more... )