made a quick trip back

met with the same grp of old pals and somehow or rather, i came out to them. well, it felt like i was set up by my friend but i kinda understand that he thought that this was the best moment, and knowing how much i had struggled before in wanting to share this with them...

so in the end, a few more of my close friends know ( Read more... )

i hate to say this but when things don't go as expected, it makes me fall into a state of self-pity, and self-despair.

haha, i had been ranting over twitter the past few hours for i just can't help but feel so helpless and stupid, especially of the fact that i had made several mistakes which i can never, ever forgive myself for, and i am always in ( Read more... )

i guess it is something significant to me, that is why i decided to post a second entry on it.

yup, this time was another close friend, someone whom i considered a very close friend. well, i did fly back especially to coincide with his wedding but nonetheless, it was more of a celebration of our long friendship that i decided to fly back early. as ( Read more... )

well, just had to write it down as i think it is quite memorable.

out I

meeting up with former students was quite unexpected...especially when you think that it was just such a short stint and yet they were appreciative of what you have done. i don't deny it does bring tears to my eyes, but, i am not having second thoughts of my decision two years ( Read more... )

久々にクラブへ行った。なんか、前回はあそこに行ったことはもう五年前です。yup, its been quite some time since i last stepped into a club...the previous time was probably in south korea where i was just sitting in one corner infront of the bartender, drinking my cocktail alone...haha...this time was different, a friend decided to visit the place and so at least i had company...lolx ( Read more... )

i never believed in regretting after an action but recently, somehow or rather i am sort of regretting certain missed opportunities when i was younger when the time and circumstances were more favorable than today ( Read more... )