Ahhh, I just want to fucking go out...I've sat at home for over a week now, I've been out 4 times let's recount...the first to go to Melanie's ice skating party which sucked because I got really cold and couldn't do much and ruined it for everybody else. Second time to go to Dan's soccer games which kinda sucked because when I got home my parents ( Read more... )

'ello my little chickadies I like that word even if it might not be a word. Yay I got to hang out with Matt George today for a bit, sorry I kinda ditched you Matt for the last half hour...I needed to talk to mom about the whole situation at my dad's. I think another trip to Chipotles is long over due so if anyone is free this weekend...let's make ( Read more... )

I haven't written in so long it seems like, though i've been writing almost every day in my diary. My dad is finally remarried the wedding was on friday the 9th, it was a nice small ceremony even though I had an ugly dress and had to go first in everything. My grandfather got to walk me back after the ceremony which was really nice and I danced ( Read more... )

Never before have I come out of a movie theater after seeing a movie and been in such a state of detatchment from things. I went with my parents and two step siblings to watch farenheit 9-11, I only cried once which is good for me on a subeject that usually has me so upset. It was strange coming out of the theater and seeing people who's eyes were ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, I don't know why, guess I never got around to it. Well I should be getting in shape for field hockey which starts in August, but instead I am trying to get to Chipotle's as many times as possible. So if anyone doesn't have anything to do over the summer...call me and we'll go to chipotle's. I can't really think of ( Read more... )

Well, I feel like a little girl...a very good friend scared the hell out of me, not on purpose but nevertheless...I care so much about them. I cried though, combination of not enough sleep and that really fucking scared me. So I followed the advice Rigby had given me the other day, cuddle up with a stuffed animal, so once again my bear was pulled ( Read more... )