Hey. Long time no type. I'm just sitting outside my job, smoking a cigarette. I don't really know what to do with myself at this point... Just trying to stay awake and keep myself from going insane!... Because....

We're heading to the beach tomorrow!!!! ^_^ yay!!!! We're going to be staying for two nights. It'll be a nice break from my mind.

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So, I did the overnight on the 6th. On the 7th, I had to stay and bring a client to a doctors appointment. Then after that, bring her back to school then sit with this other girl who isn't in school at all. She was supposed to go to the YMCA, it's in her "plan". I called the house manager to double check to see if I could bring her since I'd done ( Read more... )

So me and Shawn got a kitten yesterday. She is adorable. She was born with no tail and is a polydactyl. She's 8 weeks old and is just absolutely precious. I had the hardest time thinkin' of a name for her. But I finally found the perfect one yesterday evening. Dot. She has a little dot on her face. And the name just seems to fit her quirky ( Read more... )

Long time no type. Not like anyone reads this anyway. So anyways...the step. Today, I called a therapist. To set up an appointment. I need to see someone. My anxiety has been ridiculous. And I have no idea why. But anyways...he didn't answer, of course...they never do. His voicemail prompted me to leave my name, number and insurance provider. So I ( Read more... )

I was informed on Friday that I'm getting the 3rd shift position at my job! Yes! This chick I work with, we're switching our schedules. She wanted to work second shift and I've wanted third since I've worked there. I start my overnight schdule since I started. A lot less shit to deal with. I kinda do wish my supervisor was the other 3 shift manager ( Read more... )

Hey. Me and Starr are sitting in the Blue Moon coffee shop. She has to go to her boyfriend's little sister's birthday party at like 2:30. Shawn has his alarm set for 2...even though I doubt he'll wake up then because he didn't come to bed until 11:30 ( Read more... )

So here I am. Still awake. I woke up at like 9 am, went to work for 10..got out at 11 pm. I hate when the girls are on vacation. I'm thinkin' about calling out sick for Friday...so I don't have to go in for 10 am again.

Well besides WORK (story of my life), I bought a freakin' LAPTOP. I love it. When I brought it home, Shawn wasn't thrilled. He ( Read more... )

Right now I'm feeling like a real loser. I want to conversate with SOMEONE. And I say conversate because I don't just want to TALK to someone, I want to hold an actual conversation. And I have no one ( Read more... )

My life feels so chaotic right now. Maybe it's because I just came back from the mall. I found out at staff meeting today that I don't have to bring the clients presents in until tomorrow. Thank goodness ( Read more... )

So I went to work today. Fun, fun. Had to put a girl in a restraint...not so fun...I pulled an ass muscle. Like I do EVERYTIME I have to restrain someone. It hurts...my butt, that is. :-( After, I had to write a 2 page physical intervention report. SOOO much fun...not. And I didn't punch out until like 11:30. Then I had to go to Stop & Shop to ( Read more... )