Nothing quite like having this really neat new toy and feeling like you can;t shre it with anyone. Kind of like when you steal something really awesome, you can't very well go touting it all around town. That's kind of my head space right now. Just trying to imagine how this could affect my life, and how fucking cool it really it. Also trying to ( Read more... )

Ahhh... what an amazing fucking weekend. Seriously, I need more weekend like this one. Shell and I had a fantastic Friday night complete with dinner and shopping and video games, it was lovely. I can skim over the migraine part of the evening because it happened at the end of the night and I was able to take some good meds and sleep it off. ( Read more... )

Tired of being angry or sad all the time in the last few weeks. I wish I was the kind of person who could just give up on people and cut them out of my life entirely but for some reason I still want to believe that there is good in everyone. I like to think that everyone has that innate desire to do the right thing in them, when I'm probably wrong ( Read more... )