I feel like I might be surfacing sometimes, only to be pushed back down. I thought I had a handle on things this weekend, really and truly. As it turns out...not so much. Depression is a really fucked up thing, and sometimes the exhaustion alone is enough to make you feel even worse. I did go out this weekend and spend time with my family. How on ( Read more... )

At the very least I've decided to start seeing a therapist again. Not that I believe that therapy is magic or anything, but that shit is necessary. Therapy helps me work my own shit out, it's not the magic fix people seem to think it is where you go in and tell the nice man your problems and he magics them all away. It's intense, and brutal, and ( Read more... )

I have so many feelings right now. Some moments I feel like I might explode. It's all passive aggressive word vomit and self important emoting and I don't give a shit. I'm me, and I'm entitled to be as such. Whether you believe in God or anything else, I'm exactly who the fuck in supposed to be. The audacity of anyone to try to tell me how to think ( Read more... )

I'm learning a lot about myself this week. I scared to death and I want to keep it all to myself. Want is the wrong word, but it feels like the right thing to do. (Diet) Comic Con this weekend, but I'm excited for some butterflies and youthful excitement. New love is so fucking exciting.

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So...I'm officially in the final season of Lost and as corny as it sounds I am as the title would describe. I'm fairly certain in fact that I will be starting the show over as soon as I finish it and watching it again in its entirety...cause thats where I'm at. I'm at a loss to explain the rest of my night. I had a conversation that I can't take ( Read more... )