What a mess of confusion and tangles, emotion and imagination, I am these days.  I moved out here to be with my friends, my only and my real friends, who support my changes, my growth, my passions and my dreams, my art, my spirit.  They mean so much to me, much more than I think they realise. These confusion and frustrating and beautifull souls who ( Read more... )

I have been talking to Tom online for hours every night. Almost. I missed him a couple nights ago and again last night. I think about him all the time and when we're on messenger all I wanna do is talk to him. I look forward to our time all day. Here's the question - Is this real? What am I really feeling? There's nothing jumping out at me. I just ( Read more... )

So last week I was talking with Ran, just kinda rambling on to keep him company so he wouldn't miss Robbie so much. I was telling him about some of my old boyfriends, and I remembered a couple in particular where I wish I'd done things differently.... One of them was Tom. He was sweet and cuddly and I was just a stoopid girl... we'll leave it at ( Read more... )