These past couple of weeks wait let me be truth these past couple of months haven't really been the best for me they have been hell to put it simply. Let me explain so you all can understand what I mean well....to those who even read my journal. Doesn't matter who does really since right now I am in trouble wih my sister because she was looking ( Read more... )

Life is just full of many things that can go good or bad. If you take the time to just watch and not react things are really funny and interesting to understand. I've stop trying to react to many things that bother me and I have become a watcher of people this is more really at work when we are closing and everyone else is talking to others as I do ( Read more... )

Many people say that it is better to love and lost then to not have loved at all......... I've always thought that it was true I'm nothing less of a big romantic yet there are times when you need to step down and take a look at yourself when your in love or as many would call it i REALLY REALLY LIKE THEM either way its basically the same emotion. ( Read more... )

The days of hope are gone now since we just re-elected or should i say the rest of the stupid country just re-elected Bush as president which is the biggest mistake ever but what can you say people make mistakes. I'm sick of that type of crap that many say its because of his morals and thats why they voted for the dumbass who doesnt know his left ( Read more... )

Well hello just thought i would post once again yet i am doing this since someone asked me to start using this alot more she knows who she is i wont name names but Albert you know her. Well anyway I need something to write ( Read more... )

I've finally realized that i might have a place in my sisters home anymore. Last night made it clear when she said a few things as we had a late night arguement. So it seems that i am a burden to her yet she didnt use those exact words it was what she meant. It seems that i made a few mistakes and now i am trying to make up for those mistakes but ( Read more... )

I was given a choice to either by next summer when i turn 21 to either able to pay half of my rent or i can find another place for me to live and this was said by my sister. I thought we had everything under control but i guess not so it seems like i might be cramping my sisters life or stopping her from living hers. I have always thought of this ( Read more... )

things seem to change and nothing is what you expect. I've realized something that has taken me about six months I am going to say I finally realized i need to move on. I can't wait for her to come back to me cause its never going to happen if we were meant to be then only time will tell but if not i shouldnt be waiting around for a dream. I've ( Read more... )

To many things have entered my mind as of late. I find myself between my many personalities. I am growing tired of always trying to find the answers and the reasons to why my life is f**ked up in a sense. I know many would say I shouldnt be complaining yet they do not know the truth. Life has been a damn roller coaster ride really my life started ( Read more... )

Think of me as a hopeless romantic,Lucky,Happy,a sappy and depressed poet and weird none the less. They are all right yet I dont see myself self as all those things I do consider myself a romantic... ok hopeless as well go figure. I do consider myself a poet yet what else can I say most poetry is dark or sappy so sue me. Many people think I am ( Read more... )