wherin I share a little bit of my other side with you.

I'm part of the Kink community in my region and have an account on the kink site FetLife (it's like Facebook for Kinksters, etc). Once in a while i recieve messages from wackos/people from different states, countries/etc usually saying "Hi, saw your profile" or the like.

Well...tonight? I got ( Read more... )

 I can't even find myself to be pissed--I'm actually laughing at it.

( WTFery Here )

It's come to my attention that if no one asks me "How are you?" they don't wanna hear it, or care in the slightest. Here I am, asking because I GIVE A FLYING FUCK hoping to even get a "and you?" because it's POLITE and i'm constantly let down.

but lo and behold, I'm only asking because I ONLY WANNA TELL MY SHIT?! Bull. that is straight up bull and ( Read more... )

 hard, harder till it hurts.. till my knuckles bleed... at least it'd distract me from this fucking bullshit i have to deal with in this house. Where the fuck does my mother get off thinking she can fuck with my life like this? My job? my MENTAL STABILITY!? I'm doing my fucking best to cling to some semblance of self--the last few days have been so ( Read more... )

 Have I gone off the deep end?

So i'm on a website called Reddit.com, some of you may know it. Well on this site, there's a few SUBreddits for porn, personals, etc.. where normal people post NSFW photos of themselves.. well, i have decided to post a few and have done so.. getting rave reviews n such.. and as much as that makes me feel good? I'm ( Read more... )

 Hey everyone.. lotta shit going on in my life right now...idek...yesterday i hit rock bottom, had been suffering withdrawls from my antidepressants because my Dr wouldn't get back to me on refilling them so i blacked out and wrecked my car yesterday...it was such a bad day i... i was a mess all night. my mental status was berserk and my mother ( Read more... )

So... cue bomb being dropped on me not even 2 minutes ago...

The guy I'm kinda in love with? IDK how much i'm told about him so i'll give you a quick rundown:
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 1. Where did your LJ handle come from?
Stole Tommy Joe's nickname for my twitter handle.

2. If you could live in any book, which would it be? 
i've no clue.. haven't read a book in a LONG while...

3. What is making you happy right now? 
Dance, Teaching, Adam Lambert, Music

4. What are you currently reading?
a million Adam Lambert fanfics

5. Do you ( Read more... )

1.What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
Hmm.. I think on some base level there's always emotional commitment, even if you don't think you feel it. Tho, idk. I've never had sex with someone i didn't know first, cause i wont have sex with random people. We need to be at least friends first before i fuck you lol.

2. Do you bite your ( Read more... )

So i just found my OLLLLLD LJ.. not my first, but the one previous to the one i currently inhabit... fuck i was insightful and wordy... also i was a depressive fuck. (well, i still am, so....)

but just pilfer this, i can't even:

The Words of the Prophets are Written on the Subway Walls

damn x-posted @