You know it just goes to show that I am not meant to have a new job that I might actually like.  There are many signs, such as the fact that anything I could do would require me to move.  Even then there are not many jobs out there.  But by expanding my search to include out of state jobs, I get a lot more options.  So I am screwed in that regard ( Read more... )

Another year has passed, yay, that means I am one year closer to a natural death.  You know when I think about it, it is funny how I would be half way through my life had this been 400 years ago.  Living into my late 40s.  Now I am stuck here living potentially into my 100s.  Ah the curse of growing up.  I really really hate the fact that humanity ( Read more... )

Suprisingly this is not a suicide post. Nope, this is a post about how in the coming months I am going to get fired. Yup it is finally going to happen. With all my non-work chat and surfing I am finally going to get fired. I will be fired for the same reason everyone gets fired, incompetence. Yup I left a hole open in the network and probably ( Read more... )

You know the more I look at my job the more I come to hate it. I hate that it is dead end. I hate that I am given the title of lead just because. I hate everything about it. Yet I know that there is nothing I can do. There is no way I can claim any job that would not involve this shit ass job that I currently have. You know it is really a ( Read more... )

You know I find it funny how I can override certian urges but not others.  Take for instance, these past few months I have just thought about quitting my job out of the blue.  But I can force that to stay as just a thought.  I think about how hard it might be to find a new job and how under qualified I am for most jobs.  Then I realize that I would ( Read more... )