So with some convincing from my mom and my roommate I decided to confront my current boss about my boredom in my current job.  Which went surprisingly well, at least my boss is a better liar than I am.  Well I would like to believe that she isn't lying.  So I made the desperate plea to step down from my current lead developer position to become a ( Read more... )

Suprisingly this is not a suicide post. Nope, this is a post about how in the coming months I am going to get fired. Yup it is finally going to happen. With all my non-work chat and surfing I am finally going to get fired. I will be fired for the same reason everyone gets fired, incompetence. Yup I left a hole open in the network and probably ( Read more... )

Today was the first day in a long time that I have actually felt like quitting my job. For the same reason I always quit my job, because I am fed up with it. No amount of money is worth the demand of this job. I used to think that I could last another year and I couldn't. I think that once I hit my 3 year anniversery I am going to put my ( Read more... )

You know for someone who really just wants to be alone.  I sure do a lot of reaching out to people.  I reach out them primarily on the net.  You know I just don't get it.  Why the hell do I even bother to comment on other peoples threads or journals.  Or for that matter why do I even talk to people.  I just need to start doing the bare minimum.  Or ( Read more... )

You know I find it funny how I can override certian urges but not others.  Take for instance, these past few months I have just thought about quitting my job out of the blue.  But I can force that to stay as just a thought.  I think about how hard it might be to find a new job and how under qualified I am for most jobs.  Then I realize that I would ( Read more... )