My own love life aside, there are many blessings in my life now, and I'm trying really hard to remember that, and to see them right in front of me. I'm falling into my bad stress spending habits, BUT I've not ruined myself, and I've got time to try to reel myself back in. I have some AMAZING people in my life right now, that care about me and are ( Read more... )

Capricorn By Rick Levine ( Read more... )

Cause I sit locked inside my head ( Read more... )

Well, the sleep thing from Sat to Sun kinda balanced out. I slept from like 9pm till 4am, was up for 2 hours playing X-Men Legends, then took some melatonin and slept again from 6am till about 1pm. Actually felt kinda good... o_O ( Read more... )

I was... softly depressed. I think that's the best way to describe it. It's a long and sordid affair, but with the help of my good friends Adam and Mike I'm feeling much better now. Much more myself again.

Just me, being emotional, heh.

Thanks guys.

A friend of mine said, I find it ineresting that I feel like half the time I need to censor myself or over explain myself in the hopes of avoiding offending any number of people online or in real life. Another friend said, I say yes to people because I am afraid that if I say no, they wont like me anymore. [sic] I always want approval. I want the ( Read more... )

Whew! Just skimmed LJ, and there were a bunch of emotional posts, on a variety of things. Love, loss, family and just being emotional. Don't you love Spring? Things awaken, things change, maybe some things become appearent. Things get cleaned up, re-shaped and worked out. We see the shiny and the tarnished in a new, brighter light, maybe for the ( Read more... )