Well, the sleep thing from Sat to Sun kinda balanced out. I slept from like 9pm till 4am, was up for 2 hours playing
X-Men Legends, then took some
melatonin and slept again from 6am till about 1pm. Actually felt kinda good... o_O
So, other than my exhaustion I think the bachelorette party Sat wasn't too bad. The pole dancing lesson had to be nixed for a variety of reasons, but there was good junk food, and we watched Practical Magic (Karrin! I still have it!!). Then Lisa from GRAH came over and we did her spa party and THAT was awesome. Then the few of us that didn't have to run off to far-away suburbs enjoyed a faboo dinner at KitchenBar, which the lovely Karyn treated us to!
It was good, quet, girlie-type time, and all for Robyn. I think she also loved her
new book, heh. :D
Ooo! I was poking around tribe.net, and I found this cute little
belly dancing game, hehe! Too adorable. *shimmies all over*
Sunday's shift wasn't all that bad. It was busy enough to make time move, but quiet enough that I read over 100 pages of
Aphrodite's Kiss :D.
Sad news though - my ratties are all sick, and I'm afraid that one's not going to make it. :P I took them in with me yesterday, and they were breathing so funny that a doc who DOESN'T see rats helped me start treatment o_O. I x-rayed one, and it looks pretty bad. I left them in oxygen, with an appointment today with a doc that does see rats. *sigh* I'll find out how bad it is when I go in tonight. :P I'm hoping, but I'm scared that only 1 or 2 ratties are coming home. *sigh*
So, yeah... that takes me to today. Slept till 3pm - got 7 hours, not too bad. I'm doing laundry now, gonna clean up some more of the aftershocks from the bachelorette party, heh. You know, just chugging along till work tonight. We'll see how it is.
I was asked about how I'm doing, since I used to make more emotional/thinking posts, and these days it's been mainly factual. Part of that is just lack of time. To let my brain loose takes time to sit down and let it flow, time that's precious right now. January brings a new year and hopefully a freer schedule. Even now I'm like, I gotta GO, get more stuff done o_O. I'm ok, overall. Still grieving, working out how I feel and what's going on. There are easy days and hard days, all influenced by things like work, sleep, my cycle... I'm trying to go with the flow and hope I come out ok on the other side.
I think too much, but that's par for the course. I am happy though, and things are moving forward, albeit slowly now. Pieces are falling into place, and I'm starting to get a grip on my brain and my emotions and just this whole thing. I'm doing what I want to do, getting more things done than I ever have before, and just sorting through my... self, I guess.
And that, right now, is the state of me.