I realized i get torn between things a lot because I'm indecisive. But this time, it isn't about decision making. I'm finding that interracial relationships are hard, especially when you have a big family who isn't all quite.. liberal. My family is conservative, to say the least, and it's hard to want to invite my boyfriend over for occasions ( Read more... )

i'm so pathetic.. am i supposed to talk to him every time i'm sad about our relationship? i'm not happy again because i think he's not thoughtful enough. but this has been an ongoing issue. I just don't know what to do anymore. I love him, but I feel that I deserve more from him. Is it selfish of me? Sometimes I think I'm wrong for thinking about ( Read more... )

It was Sean’s birthday today, so his gift was a trip to Baltimore. We left yesterday and spent the night there. When we first got there, we headed straight to Faidley, a ‘restaurant’ famous for their jumbo lump meat crabcakes (saw on the food channel) and Sean always wanted to check it out. The place was located in lexington market (inside was ( Read more... )

for some odd reason, i tend to like guys who've had some kind of history. those are the worst to fall for because they haven't been able to let go of their past yet.

i never forgot about my livejournal but there's just nothing to post about. i do feel lost about where i'm going in life. i wish there was a way i could acquire some kind of motivation but i don't have it and i don't know how to get it. winter break is almost over and i can't believe time passed that quickly. i haven't made the best of it and i ( Read more... )

i feel bad now, cause my mom just called and i told her she was annoying me cause she always asks the same questions when she does call... blah why am i such a bitch ( Read more... )

i feel kind of bummed and now i know exactly how my friend feels. does distance really cause a problem in friendships? it seems so unfair ( Read more... )

it's times like these when i wanna be back at the dorm or something. so my parents went out grocery shopping and didn't say a word to me or my sister about leaving the stove on. mind you, me and my sister are both in my room with music on while she is watching her series. im playing with the cat and i decide to check my phone: 7 missed calls and i' ( Read more... )

i wonder why the only times i ever feel like typing here is when i have something to rant, or about something i'm totally dwelling on. why can't i talk about how happy i am or something ( Read more... )

he's so cute, but i think he might now be interested in another girl. i did like him, but now, the case is, do i like him? or do i just want him because i don't have anyone?...