Sunday 2/22/09 at 12am my great aunt Florence Patterson-Owens passed away without my knowledge. Between that time and my waking up at 8:30am she passed on a message to let me know ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure i need to stop worrying about little things I just don't know how. Currently everyone is worried about me either having a stoke or a anxiety attack. -.- both of which would be caused by me nut so easily dealing with stress. I'm trying.... but i'm trying on my own. I'm tired of telling people what the problem is and knowing that they ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh! Twenty one is evil. I will never drink like that ever again! Hung over and sick to my stomach, this has to be one of the worse days ever. BUT it was so worth it. I had such a good time with everyone and for once my sister was a life saver thank god for her. I'm just bummed that mom and dad were so upset. I'm suppose to be the good one. ( Read more... )

Today was a little off. I mean besides having meeting on the Sunday of finals week.... that should never happen again. today started off ok. We voted on positions in our sorority house and i got the position that i wanted but one of the sisters I'm closer to did not (we ran for the same one.) It just upset me that she was so sad. We didn't even ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here thinking that i could get a million things done with no sleep at all and i would still feel unaccomplished. I admit i have been unbelievably depressed lately. there is a lot going on and i really can't say that i have enough of myself to go around. I was under the impression that after i stopped working that i would free up time ( Read more... )

ok so today didn't start off bad it was rather quiet for the most part ( Read more... )

have you ever been at that point in your life where you are forced to stop all of your bad habits ( Read more... )

Over the weekend the family and I took a trip to Atlantic City. It wasn't so bad the first two days. We left out after work only to find out that MR. C's mother was coming up with us. Woopy!.... Now i blame my mother for this. The last day of the trip, she and the mother got into an argument. MR. C is still in the hospital up there and the woman ( Read more... )

today was better. I finished my art final successfully. I can honestly say that right now. at this moment I am happy. I don't feel sick and I don't feel like I'm going to break at any moment. But i do feel like crying. lol it's not bad though. It feels good to have something over and have hopes about what is to come ( Read more... )

every day i feel the same way. this deep set loneliness. I'm closed off in my own mind worried about my own problems and I can't even talk to anyone about it. I don't go to my friends because I know some of this stuff they've heard a million times ( Read more... )