better
today was better. I finished my art final successfully. I can honestly say that right now. at this moment I am happy. I don't feel sick and I don't feel like I'm going to break at any moment. But i do feel like crying. lol it's not bad though. It feels good to have something over and have hopes about what is to come.
I think we are going away with mom for the weekend, but I'm still slightly worried because I think dad wanted us to be with him. He's the one that said if i have the chance to get away then get away. I hope he's not mad.
My family.. is still the usual, but they were supportive today and I have no complaints. Independence Day....tomorrow. Maybe that means something for me? I hope so because it really feels like it.
I talked to mom about the nausea and she said that she's been having it too. Maybe something is about to happen, that's what she told me. If she's right I'm afraid of what it is.
for now though, things are better.
I think we are going away with mom for the weekend, but I'm still slightly worried because I think dad wanted us to be with him. He's the one that said if i have the chance to get away then get away. I hope he's not mad.
My family.. is still the usual, but they were supportive today and I have no complaints. Independence Day....tomorrow. Maybe that means something for me? I hope so because it really feels like it.
I talked to mom about the nausea and she said that she's been having it too. Maybe something is about to happen, that's what she told me. If she's right I'm afraid of what it is.
for now though, things are better.