no body reads this stuff any ways
every day i feel the same way. this deep set loneliness. I'm closed off in my own mind worried about my own problems and I can't even talk to anyone about it. I don't go to my friends because I know some of this stuff they've heard a million times.
There is a lack of freedom in my life that I hope that driving will fix. I'm still waiting on that. The count begins until adulthood. I'm tired of being walked all over by the people that I think care about me. I want to leave this place so badly. I can't be here any more.
I don't even look like myself. My hair, my face, my body,and clothes you'd never be able to tell me age. I've noticed that more and more. I look worn down and I am.
I have been so stressed lately that I'm sick to my stomach. I feel like throwing up at the thought of going to work and dealing with customers, my boss, my associates,etc. Even when i think about school or even coming home. I have no where safe to be. I don't know anyone where I live and there is no where to go. I hate it.
There is a lack of freedom in my life that I hope that driving will fix. I'm still waiting on that. The count begins until adulthood. I'm tired of being walked all over by the people that I think care about me. I want to leave this place so badly. I can't be here any more.
I don't even look like myself. My hair, my face, my body,and clothes you'd never be able to tell me age. I've noticed that more and more. I look worn down and I am.
I have been so stressed lately that I'm sick to my stomach. I feel like throwing up at the thought of going to work and dealing with customers, my boss, my associates,etc. Even when i think about school or even coming home. I have no where safe to be. I don't know anyone where I live and there is no where to go. I hate it.